¨¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ &¨&&&¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨& ¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨&¨&&¨ &¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨&&& ¨&¨¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨& always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨&¨¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨& machine. &¨¨&¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨&¨¨¨& &&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨¨¨&¨¨¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. &&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨¨&¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water &¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨&¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨&&&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨& until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨&¨&&¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨&
&¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨ crying for a while. ¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&&&¨ &¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨&¨¨¨&¨&& i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨&¨¨¨¨&& the neural interface; some saturation ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨ signal being tripped? the connection is &¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ imperfect and often induces &&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but &&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨&¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my &¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨&¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨&&&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨& ¨¨&¨&&¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨ fetched that something like that can ¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&& finger spasms. opened tear ducts. &¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ &¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨ ¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨&¨¨ ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨