jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt   the    all    too   familiar 
      constriction of everything, the     
 vividness of  sound  and colors, and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,     i    thought. 
                                          
 some   birds   tweeted   and  the  sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other  sound, like when you 
 daydream  and  see   what  you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i  walked  toward my bike  i noticed 
 that  there was a strange humming  sound 
 going  on,  a dark, metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all directions,  acting  as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i  rode toward my house  i understood 
 that  this hum  was  in the other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing in  tune with 
 the sound,  so  i could find it  on  the 
 piano   later.  it  was   a  g   sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense of  proportion; 
 when  i  looked at  them they would fill 
 my entire  vision, and  without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between being  percieved  as very  small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in the middle  of the  day  in  a forest 
 with  nobody around,  i  got  struck  by 
 fear and  climbed  a  great  height.  my 
 inner organs  were  tugged by  a  second 
 gravity.  this  made  me feel  very ill, 
 but   it  lessened  if  i  complied  and 
 lunged  my body  in the felt  direction. 
                                          
 this   is  when  i  found   a   dark orb