jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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.&&&.....& i felt the all too familiar &&.&&.&&..
&..&....&& constriction of everything, the .&&.&&.&..
&.&&...&.& vividness of sound and colors, and the &.&&.&&&.&
&&.&..&&&& narrowed attention span. &&.&&..&&.
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&..&&&...& here it comes, i thought. &.&&&&&&.&
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&&&.&&.&.& some birds tweeted and the sound .&....&.&&
..&&.&&&&. reverberated in my head, seemingly &&...&&&..
.&.&&...&& "behind" all other sound, like when you .&..&..&..
&&&.&..&.. daydream and see what you imagine &&.&&.&&..
..&&&.&&.. clearer than what you look at. .&&.&&.&.&
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&&.&.&&&&. as i walked toward my bike i noticed &&.&&....&
.&&&&...&& that there was a strange humming sound .&&.&...&.
&...&..&.& going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like &.&&&..&&.
&..&&.&&&& monotone thing coming from seemingly &&..&.&.&&
&.&.&&.... all directions, acting as a backdrop .&.&&&&&..
&&&&.&...& for all other sound. &&&....&.&
...&&&..&. ..&...&&&.
..&..&.&&& as i rode toward my house i understood .&&..&..&.
.&&.&&&... that this hum was in the other "sound &.&.&&.&&.
&.&&..&... space" as well. &&&&.&&.&.
&&.&.&&... ...&&.&&&&
.&&&&.&... (i recorded myself singing in tune with ..&.&&....
&...&&&... the sound, so i could find it on the .&&&.&....
&..&..&... piano later. it was a g sharp). &..&&&...&
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...:~*=&¶¶ things lost all sense of proportion; ¶¶&=*~:...
.:~*=$&¶## when i looked at them they would fill ##¶&$=*~:.
.:~~~~**=& my entire vision, and without anything &=**~~~~:.
.....:*$&¶ changing visually they would oscillate ¶&$*:.....
.....:**=& between being percieved as very small &=**:.....
.:~*=$&&&& or enourmously big. &&&&$=*~:.
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.:~*=$&¶## in the middle of the day in a forest ##¶&$=*~:.
.:~*=$&&&& with nobody around, i got struck by &&&&$=*~:.
.:~*=$&¶## fear and climbed a great height. my ##¶&$=*~:.
.:~*=$$$¶¶ inner organs were tugged by a second ¶¶$$$=*~:.
.:~*=$&&¶¶ gravity. this made me feel very ill, ¶¶&&$=*~:.
.:~*=$&¶## but it lessened if i complied and ##¶&$=*~:.
....~~*==& lunged my body in the felt direction. &==*~~....
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.::::*=&&¶ this is when i found a dark orb ¶&&=*::::.
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