växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?