växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?