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,,«=$$§¶## now, usually i feel  good  (maybe?), but ##¶§$$=«,,
,,,,,«$$¶¶ this  time of  confusion also  leads  to ¶¶$$«,,,,,
,,«=$$§¶## all  analyzes  ending  in "useless" -  i ##¶§$$=«,,
,,,,,,==$§ was being bothered  by  something  in  a §$==,,,,,,
,,«=$$§¶¶¶ song or  movie or book,  so i think, how ¶¶¶§$$=«,,
,,,,,,«=$¶ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¶$=«,,,,,,
,,«=$$§¶## purpose of  this  process, what does  it ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$§¶## consist of...? and through  the  process ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$§¶## more  and  more pieces falls  off  until ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$§¶##     i'm standing there with nothing.     ##¶§$$=«,,
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,,«=$$§¶## reductionist hell -                      ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$§§¶# i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        #¶§§$$=«,,
,,«==$$$$¶ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¶$$$$==«,,
,,,,,,,=$¶ abstract they are, the things, until     ¶$=,,,,,,,
,,«=$$$$§¶ they cease to be things at all           ¶§$$$$=«,,
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,,,,,««$$¶ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¶$$««,,,,,
,,«=$$$$$¶ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¶$$$$$=«,,
,,,,,=$$¶¶ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¶¶$$=,,,,,
,,«=$$§¶## sense.                                   ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$$§¶#                                          #¶§$$$=«,,
,,,,,=$§§§ and when i can't even anchor myself,     §§§$=,,,,,
,,«=$$§¶## when i am nothing but the question, it   ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$§¶## feels like it can all slip through my    ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$§¶## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##¶§$$=«,,
,,«=$$$§§# was after that.                          #§§$$$=«,,
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