¨#¨###¨##¨                                          ##¨¨¨##¨##
¨#¨¨##¨¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨                                          ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨                                          ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ now, usually i  feel good (maybe?),  but ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ this  time  of  confusion also  leads to ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ all analyzes  ending  in "useless"  -  i ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ was being bothered  by  something  in  a ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ song  or movie or book,  so i think, how ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ purpose of this process,  what  does  it ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ consist  of...? and  through the process ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ more  and  more pieces falls  off  until ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨                                          ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ they cease to be things at all           ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨                                          ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ sense.                                   ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨ was after that.                          ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨                                          ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨#¨##¨                                          ##¨##¨#¨##
¨#¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨#