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#.....###.   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   #..#.##...
.#....#.##   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ##...###..
..#.....##  rolling by. something is weird, but -   .##..#.##.
...#....#.  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. .###...###
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##...#.... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ...###...#
.##...#... †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † ...#.##..#
.###...#.. †    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    † .....###..
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#..#.##...    yes, this was earlier today. some     .......#.#
##...###..  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  #........#
.##..#.##.   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ##.......#
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.#.##..#.#  inside now. i forget the time easily.   .###......
...###...# the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  .#.##.....
...#.##..#    the sky again, through the kitchen    ...###....
.....###..   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ...#.##...
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.......### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .....#.##.
.......#.# †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † #......###
#........# †     FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.    † ##.....#.#
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.###......       i can't remember why this was      ..###.....
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...###....  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ....###...
...#.##...    those and i like not thinking about   ....#.##..
.....###..              them as much.               #.....###.
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#......### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..#.....##
##.....#.# † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † #..#....#.
###......# †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † .#..#.....
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