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.@@@@.@.@. on the balcony. i'm watching myself. ...@@@@...
@...@@@@@. i'm watching the sky. the clouds are ..@...@...
@..@....@@ rolling by. something is weird, but - .@@..@@..@
@.@@...@.. the thought moves on. the clouds drift. @.@.@.@.@.
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.@@@.@.@@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..........
@..@@@@..@ † I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE † ..........
@.@...@.@@ † LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. † .........@
@@@..@@@.@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ........@.
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.@@@@.@.@@ yes, this was earlier today. some ......@..@
@...@@@@.. circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. .....@@.@@
@..@...@.. it doesn't worry me anymore though. ....@.@@..
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@@.@.@.@.. inside now. i forget the time easily. ..@..@@@@.
.@@@@@@@.@ the bathroom door is open. i'm watching .@@.@...@@
@......@@. the sky again, through the kitchen @.@@@..@.@
@.....@.@@ window. why am i looking at the sky? @@..@.@@@.
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@...@..@.. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@@..@.@..
@..@@.@@.@ † I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS † ..@.@@@@.@
@.@.@@.@@@ † FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. † .@@@...@@.
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..@.@@@.@. i can't remember why this was @@.@@..@..
.@@@..@@@. important. it's just another thing that .@@.@.@@..
@..@.@..@@ used to stress me. there were a lot of @.@@@@.@..
@.@@@@.@.@ those and i like not thinking about @@...@@@.@
@@...@@@@@ them as much. .@..@..@@.
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@@.@@....@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .@@.@@@@.@
.@@.@...@. † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † @.@@...@@.
@.@@@..@@. † PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. † @@.@..@.@.
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