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&&&&&,&&,&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &&&,&,&,&,
&,,,,&&,&&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &,,&&&&&&&
,&,,,&,&&,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  &&,&,,,,,,
,&&,,&&&,& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,,&&&,,,,,
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,&&&&&&,&, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &,&&,&&,,,
,&,,,,,&&& $    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    $ ,&&,&&,&,,
,&&,,,,&,, $    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   $ ,&,&&,&&&,
,&,&,,,&&, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,&&&,&&,,&
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,,,,,&,&&&    yes, this was earlier today. some     &,&,&,&&&&
&,,,,&&&,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&&&&&&,,,
&&,,,&,,&,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,&,,,,,&,,
&,&,,&&,&&                                          ,&&,,,,&&,
&&&&,&,&&,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,&,&,,,&,&
,,,,&&&&,& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ,&&&&,,&&&
&,,,&,,,&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,&,,,&,&,,
&&,,&&,,&,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &&&,,&&&&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,,&,&,,,&
,&&&&&&&&, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,&,&&&&,,&
&&,,,,,,,& $    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    $ ,&&&,,,&,&
,,&,,,,,,& $     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    $ ,&,,&,,&&&
&,&&,,,,,& $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &&&,&&,&,,
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&,,&&&,,,&       i can't remember why this was      &&,&,&&,,&
,&,&,,&,,& important. it's just another thing that  &,&&&&,&,&
&&&&&,&&,&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &&&,,,&&&&
,,,,,&&,&&    those and i like not thinking about   ,,,&,,&,,,
,,,,,&,&&,               them as much.              ,,,&&,&&,,
,,,,,&&&,&                                          &,,&,&&,&,
,,,,,&,,&& $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &&,&&&,&&&
&,,,,&&,&, $ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, $ ,,&&,,&&,,
&&,,,&,&&& $   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   $ ,,&,&,&,&,
&,&,,&&&,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &,&&&&&&&&
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,&,,&&&,&&     right. this was after the light,     &,,&,,,,,,
,&&,&,,&&,                probably.                 ,&,&&,,,,,
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