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&.&.&&&.&& on the balcony. i'm watching myself. &&.&..&...
&&&&..&&.& i'm watching the sky. the clouds are .&&&.&&..&
...&.&.&&. rolling by. something is weird, but - &..&&.&.&.
..&&&&&.&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &.&.&&&&&.
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&&...&.&.& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ...&...&&.
.&..&&&&&& † I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE † ..&&..&.&&
&&.&.....& † LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. † .&.&.&&&.&
.&&&....&. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &&&&&..&&.
&..&...&&. ....&.&.&.
&.&&..&.&. yes, this was earlier today. some ...&&&&&&&
&&.&.&&&&& circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. ..&.......
.&&&&..... it doesn't worry me anymore though. .&&......&
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&..&&...&. inside now. i forget the time easily. &&&....&..
&.&.&..&&. the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ..&...&&.&
&&&&&.&.&. the sky again, through the kitchen .&&..&.&&.
....&&&&&. window. why am i looking at the sky? &.&.&&&.&&
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..&&...&&. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ...&.&.&&&
.&.&..&.&. † I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS † ..&&&&&..&
&&&&.&&&&. † FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. † .&....&.&&
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.&&&&.&&&& i can't remember why this was &&.&&.&&..
&...&&.... important. it's just another thing that .&&.&&.&..
&..&.&.... used to stress me. there were a lot of &.&&.&&&.&
&.&&&&...& those and i like not thinking about &&.&&..&&.
&&...&..&& them as much. .&&.&.&.&&
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&&.&.&&&&& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &&.....&..
.&&&&....& † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † .&....&&.&
&...&...&& † PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. † &&...&.&&&
&..&&..&.. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .&..&&&...
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&&&&&&.&.& right. this was after the light, .&&&.&&.&.
.....&&&&. probably. &..&&.&&&&
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