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,#,##,#,##   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,#,,,,###,
,###,####,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,##,,,#,,#
##,,##,,,#  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,#,#,,##,#
,,#,#,#,,# the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  #####,#,##
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###,,,,,## ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,#,,,#,,,#
,,,#,,,,#, ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ ###,,##,,#
#,,##,,,## ^    LIGHT    IN    THE   BATHROOM.    ^ #,,#,#,#,#
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#,,,,,,##,     yes, this was earlier today. some    ,#,,#,,,,,
##,,,,,#,#  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ###,##,,,,
#,#,,,,###    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   #,,##,#,,,
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#,,,#,,##,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,#####,,#,
##,,##,#,# the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ##,,,,#,##
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,,#####,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ####,,#,,#
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##,,#,,#,# ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ ,,#,#,,##,
#,#,##,### ^    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     ^ #,####,#,#
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#,#,,#,###      i can't remember why this was       ,,,##,##,,
####,###,,  important. it's just another thing that ,,,#,##,#,
#,,,##,,#,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  #,,###,###
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#,,,###,,# ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ #,,####,,,
##,,#,,#,# ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ ,#,#,,,#,,
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