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@@,@@@,,,@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @,,,,,@@@@
,,@@,,@,,@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,@,,,,@,,,
,,@,@,@@,@   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,@@,,,@@,,
,,@@@@@,@@ the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  @@,@,,@,@,
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@,@@,,,@,@ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ @,@,,@@,,,
@@@,@,,@@@ $    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    $ ,@@@,@,@,,
@,,@@@,@,, $    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    $ @@,,@@@@@,
@@,@,,@@@, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,@,@,,,,@
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@,@,,@@@,@     yes, this was earlier today. some    @@@,,,@,,@
,@@@,@,,@@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @,,@,,@@,@
@@,,@@@,@,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,@,@@,@,@@
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,,@@@@,@,,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   @@,,@@,,,@
@,@,,,@@@, the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  @,@,@,@,,@
,@@@,,@,,@    the sky again, through the kitchen    @@@@@@@@,@
@@,,@,@@,@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,,,,,,,@@
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,,@@@,,@@, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,@,,,,,,@@
@,@,,@,@,@ $    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    $ ,@@,,,,,@,
@@@@,@@@@@ $    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     $ @@,@,,,,@@
,,,,@@,,,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ @,@@@,,,@,
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@,,,@@@@,,       i can't remember why this was      @,,@,@@,@,
@@,,@,,,@, important. it's just another thing that  ,@,@@@,@@@
,,@,@@,,@@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  @@@@,,@@,,
,,@@@,@,@,   those and i like not thinking about    ,,,,@,@,@,
,,@,,@@@@@               them as much.              @,,,@@@@@@
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@@@,@@@,,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,@,@@,,,,
@,,@@,,@,, $ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, $ ,,@@@,@,,,
@@,@,@,@@, $   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   $ @,@,,@@@,,
@,@@@@@@,@ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ @@@@,@,,@,
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,,,@,,,,@,     right. this was after the light,     @,,,@,,@@,
,,,@@,,,@@                 probably.                @@,,@@,@,@
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