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#.##......   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   .###.###.#
##.#.....#   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   #..##..##.
.###....##  rolling by. something is weird, but -   #.#.#.#.##
#..#...#.. the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ########.#
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.######### *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * .....###..
#......... *    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    * ....#..#..
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#.........    yes, this was earlier today. some     .###.##.##
#........#  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  #..##.##..
#.......##   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    #.#.##.#.#
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#.....###.  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ...##...##
#....#..#. the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ..#.#..#..
#...##.##.    the sky again, through the kitchen    .####.##.#
#..#.##.##   window. why am i looking at the sky?   #...##.##.
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.#.#.##... *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ##..##.#.#
#####.#..# *    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     * .#.#.#####
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###..##...  used to stress me. there were a lot of  .####.....
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#...#..#.# * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ....##..##
#..##.#### *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * ...#.#.#..
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...###..#.     right. this was after the light,     ##....#.##
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