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              ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
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           still unknown to me,  other than through           
             dreams*. apparently made for making              
.          holes.  they may be dark and monochrome.           
                         they may not.                        
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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  ¨        *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
  ^            something organic inside, being         ,      
           corrupted before  your eyes - turning to           
           ash,  but  there's no flame. you hold it           
           up to  your  nose,  suck  it  in  with a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit   to  the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here on the  fifth floor,  with  a  view           
           over   the  parking  lot,  things  start           
                folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
        ¨  into  each other. creases are  flattened           
   ¨       out,  distances disappear, the world  is       ,   
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on the  edge  of           
           everything  rather than  the surface: it           
                  all goes completely dark.                   
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