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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"         ,    
                                                              
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           still  unknown to me, other than through           
    ,        dreams*. apparently made for making              
           holes. they  may be dark and monochrome.        :  
                        they may not.                         
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being              , 
           corrupted  before your eyes - turning to           
           ash, but there's no  flame. you  hold it           
           up  to  your  nose, suck it  in  with  a         % 
         . sharp  inhale.  exit  to   the  balcony.      ^    
                                                              
           here on the  fifth  floor,  with  a view           
           over  the   parking  lot,  things  start           
                folding into each other, like             .   
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed      ~      
     .     into each  other. creases are  flattened           
           out, distances disappear,  the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of           
           everything  rather than  the surface: it  ¨        
                  all goes completely dark.                   
                                                              
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