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¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:*                    EH                    *:«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨,«:*%@@                                          @@%*:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:*%@@# I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING #@@%*:«,¨¨
¨,«:*%@@## HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ##@@%*:«,¨
¨¨,«:*%@@# DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN #@@%*:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:*%@@ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE @@%*:«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:*%@ THEM, THE  LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @%*:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:*% THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I %*:«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:* REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE *:«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,« ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨, KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,« ...  AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:             SEASONS THIS WAY.            :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨,«:*%@@     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    @@%*:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:*%@@# INCREASED  OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #@@%*:«,¨¨
¨,«:*%@@## THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ##@@%*:«,¨
¨¨,«:*%@@# BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT #@@%*:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:*%@@ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @@%*:«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:*%@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL @%*:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:*%             THESE THINGS UP.             %*:«,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,«:*% IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY %*:«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:*%@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I @%*:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,«:*%@@ CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S @@%*:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:*%@@# THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. #@@%*:«,¨¨
¨,«:*%@@## NOW  AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ##@@%*:«,¨
¨¨,«:*%@@#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     #@@%*:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:*%@@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @@%*:«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:*%@ AND IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME @%*:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:*% SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS  TO DO %*:«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:*        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         *:«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
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