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$\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨ i was thinking to stop doing ¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\$
\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\
=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ do not know how useful they have been ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=
-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ anyway? i get so tense when i take ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ them, the last few times at least, and ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ there are plenty of side effects that i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ really do not like, and there will be ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ associations with these mini-anxiety ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ attacks with random things that i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ happen to see... for example, for a ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-
=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ long time i could not see a certain ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=
\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ kind of leaf without getting anxious ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\
$\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\$
$$\=-¨¨¨¨¨ seasons this way. ¨¨¨¨¨-=\$$
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#@¶$$\=-¨¨ ¨¨-=\$$¶@#
##@¶$$\=-¨ hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¨-=\$$¶@##
#@¶$$\=-¨¨ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¨¨-=\$$¶@#
@¶$$\=-¨¨¨ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ¨¨¨-=\$$¶@
¶$$\=-¨¨¨¨ breathing now, they did not do it ¨¨¨¨-=\$$¶
$$\=-¨¨¨¨¨ before. but maybe i just drank too much ¨¨¨¨¨-=\$$
$\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\$
\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ these things up. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\
=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=
-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ = ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ it comes to me sometimes that shit, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ what a load of concepts this "reality" ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ consists of, and how vague they are ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ = ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-
=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=
\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ if i do not sleep for about twenty ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\
$\=-¨¨¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨¨¨-=\$
$$\=-¨¨¨¨¨ close my eyes, not actually cev's ¨¨¨¨¨-=\$$
¶$$\=-¨¨¨¨ though, rather just fields and motion. ¨¨¨¨-=\$$¶
@¶$$\=-¨¨¨ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¨¨¨-=\$$¶@
#@¶$$\=-¨¨ sound (i think)), resembling some ¨¨-=\$$¶@#
##@¶$$\=-¨ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ¨-=\$$¶@##
#@¶$$\=-¨¨ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¨¨-=\$$¶@#
@¶$$\=-¨¨¨ so stressful, but i think it has to do ¨¨¨-=\$$¶@
¶$$\=-¨¨¨¨ with the novelty. i hope. ¨¨¨¨-=\$$¶
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