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....~††*@# I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING #@*††~....
...,††*§## HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ##§*††,...
....,†*§@# DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN #@§*†,....
.,~†*§@### ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ###@§*†~,.
.,~†§@#### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST,  AND ####@§†~,.
.,~†*§@### THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ###@§*†~,.
.,~†*§@### REALLY  DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE ###@§*†~,.
.,~†*§@###   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ###@§*†~,.
.,~†*§@### ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I ###@§*†~,.
.,~†*§@### HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ###@§*†~,.
.,~†*§@### LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ###@§*†~,.
.,~†*§@@## KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ##@@§*†~,.
...,~~~**@ ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE @**~~~,...
...,††††§@             SEASONS THIS WAY.            @§††††,...
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...~~†***@     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    @***†~~...
.....~†§§# INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN #§§†~.....
.,~†*§@### THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ###@§*†~,.
....,~~*@# BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT #@*~~,....
.,~†***§## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ##§***†~,.
....,†*@@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL @@@*†,....
.,~†*§@@##             THESE THINGS UP.             ##@@§*†~,.
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.,~†*§@### IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ###@§*†~,.
.,,,~*§§§# WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #§§§*~,,,.
.,~†*§@### CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ###@§*†~,.
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....,†§§@@ IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @@§§†,....
..,,,~*§§@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I @§§*~,,,..
...,,,,†§# CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S #§†,,,,...
.,~†*§@### THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ###@§*†~,.
......~†§@ NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS  SOUND (A REAL @§†~......
....~†§@##     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ##@§†~....
...,††§§@#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #@§§††,...
.,~†*§@### AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ###@§*†~,.
.....,†§## SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO DO ##§†,.....
.,~†*§@###        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ###@§*†~,.
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