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.:-†=&&&&& I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING &&&&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ###&&=†-:.
.:--†==&&# DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN #&&==†--:.
..::::-=&# ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE #&=-::::..
.:-†=&&### THEM, THE  LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&###   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ###&&=†-:.
.:-††==&## ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ##&==††-:.
.:-†=&&### HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### LONG  TIME  I COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### ... AND I  SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&###             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ###&&=†-:.
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.:-†=&&###     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ###&&=†-:.
...:†††&## THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ##&†††:...
.:-†=&&### BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ###&&=†-:.
....:†=&&& COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL &&&=†:....
.:-†=&&###             THESE THINGS UP.             ###&&=†-:.
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.:-†=&&### IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ###&&=†-:.
.:-†====&# WHAT  A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #&====†-:.
.:-†=&&### CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ###&&=†-:.
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.:-†=&&### IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&### NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&###    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&###  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ###&&=†-:.
..::-†=&## AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ##&=†-::..
.:-†=&&### SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO  DO ###&&=†-:.
.:-†=&&###        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ###&&=†-:.
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