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#¶¤$$:»,¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨,»:$$¤¶#
¶¤$$:»,¨¨¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨¨¨,»:$$¤¶
¤$$:»,¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨,»:$$¤
$$:»,¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨,»:$$
$:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:$
:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:
»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»
:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:
$:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:$
$$:»,¨¨¨¨¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨,»:$$
¤$$:»,¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨,»:$$¤
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¤$$:»,¨¨¨¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨¨¨¨,»:$$¤
$$:»,¨¨¨¨¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨¨¨¨¨,»:$$
$:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:$
:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:
»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»
:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:
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$:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:$
:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:
»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»
:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:
$:»,¨¨¨¨¨¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨,»:$
$$:»,¨¨¨¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨¨¨¨,»:$$
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¶¤$$:»,¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨,»:$$¤¶
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