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¨¨^~†¤¤### I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING ###¤¤†~^¨¨
¨^~†¤¤#### HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ####¤¤†~^¨
¨¨^~†¤¤### DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ###¤¤†~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~†¤¤## ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤# THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤ THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤ REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤# ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I #¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†¤¤## HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~†¤¤### LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ###¤¤†~^¨¨
¨^~†¤¤#### KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ####¤¤†~^¨
¨¨^~†¤¤### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL  THE ###¤¤†~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~†¤¤##             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤# INCREASED  OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†¤¤## THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~†¤¤### BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ###¤¤†~^¨¨
¨^~†¤¤#### BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ####¤¤†~^¨
¨¨^~†¤¤### COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ###¤¤†~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~†¤¤##             THESE THINGS UP.             ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤# WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†¤¤## CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
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¨¨¨^~†¤¤## IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I #¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤ CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤ NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†¤¤#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     #¤¤†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†¤¤##  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ##¤¤†~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~†¤¤### AND IT  IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ###¤¤†~^¨¨
¨^~†¤¤#### SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO DO ####¤¤†~^¨
¨¨^~†¤¤###         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ###¤¤†~^¨¨
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