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,~«/%*#£@# #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£## ##£#*%/«~,
,~«/%****# orange-clad train-climber crew, moving #****%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@@ along the rusty cargo cars like some @@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*£@## species of ferrophage insect. up and ##@£*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# down the train, checking bolts, oiling #@£#*%/«~,
,,,~««/**# joints, drinking coffee, smoking #**/««~,,,
,~«/%*#£@# cigarettes. #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# #@£#*%/«~,
,,,~«««/*£ ££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££ £*/«««~,,,
,~«/%*#£@# #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# we were going south through finland at #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# the time, sleeping close to the #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£## furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ##£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£££ twenty-something members of the crew, £££#*%/«~,
,,,,,~«/%# most of which were mechanics, or #%/«~,,,,,
,~«/%*#£@# loaders, with large and hairy hands #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£## that could swallow my entire body. and ##£#*%/«~,
,~«%*#£@## me featuring as the cute and asocial ##@£#*%«~,
,,,~««//*# radio operator, stationed in the back #*//««~,,,
,~«/%*#£@# of the kilometer-long train, which #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# served me good and well. #@£#*%/«~,
,,,,,««%## ##%««,,,,,
,~«/%%%*#@ and then one night, there's a missile. @#*%%%/«~,
,,,~~«/%*# we would routinely pick up new cars at #*%/«~~,,,
,~«/%*#£@# the tail, and drop some off, as a way #@£#*%/«~,
,,,,,~«/*# of earning some extra money. but a #*/«~,,,,,
,~«/%*#£@# missile, and appearing silently in the #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#### middle of the night at that? not ####*%/«~,
,~««////%# entirely... comfortable. #%////««~,
,~«/%**### ###**%/«~,
,,,,,~«%## i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not ##%«~,,,,,
,,,~/%*### many others awake, they know nothing ###*%/~,,,
,~«/%#£@## about it, and appear concerned as well. ##@£#%/«~,
,,,,,,«%#@ @#%«,,,,,,
,~«/%*#£@@ ££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££ @@£#*%/«~,
,,~«/%*#£@ @£#*%/«~,,
,~«/%*#£## when i fall awake in the afternoon, ##£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#££@ karl is there, smiling at me. "hey @££#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@@ boy," he says, "wanna help me make a @@£#*%/«~,
,,,,,«//*£ call?" £*//«,,,,,
,,,,,,~«%# #%«~,,,,,,
,~«/%*#£@@ after he's brought me coffee, i dial @@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# the frequency from his notebook, and #@£#*%/«~,
,~«///%%#£ after a while there's a reply in £#%%///«~,
,,,~«%%*£@ pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a @£*%%«~,,,
,~«/%*#£@# reply in the same language. even though #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£££ we both have headphones i can't follow £££#*%/«~,
,~«/%*##£@ at all, but i hear the word "missile" a @£##*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# few times. #@£#*%/«~,
,,,,,,«%%# #%%«,,,,,,
,~«/%*#£@# i'm almost snoozing again at the time #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*##££ karl puts down the headphones and slaps ££##*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# me on my back. "allright boy. i just #@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£@# sold a missile." he practically beams #@£#*%/«~,
,,,,«%%%## at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a ##%%%«,,,,
,~«/%*#£@@ detour?" @@£#*%/«~,
,~«/%*#£## ##£#*%/«~,
,,,,,«%%#@ @#%%«,,,,,
,~«/%*###£ £###*%/«~,
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