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###¤£===,¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨,===£¤###
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###¤£===,¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ consciousness and my body. ¨¨,===£¤##
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##¤£===,¨¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ acutely sick. something is =wrong=. ¨,===£¤###
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###¤£===,¨ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ their internal logic changing and ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨,===£¤###
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###¤£===,¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ doing damage there. ¨¨,===£¤##
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##¤£===,¨¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ because there's something there ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ particular microtonality. ¨¨,===£¤##
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##¤£===,¨¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ almost mocking. ¨,===£¤###
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###¤£===,¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ the first place. ¨,===£¤###
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###¤£===,¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ i don't know what to make. ¨¨,===£¤##
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##¤£===,¨¨ but i'm tired. ¨¨,===£¤##
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###¤£===,¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ when dreaming? ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨,===£¤###
##¤£===,¨¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨,===£¤##
###¤£===,¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨,===£¤###
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