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#####,,,## i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ,###,,,,,#
,,,,#,,#,# everything is  completely calm  and dead #,,#,,,,#,
,,,##,###, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i #,##,,,##,
,,#,##,,#, slowly  start  to  piece   together   my ##,#,,#,#,
,###,#,###        consciousness and my body.        ,###,####,
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#,#,,,#,#, then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel #,#,#,,###
###,,####,    acutely sick. something is »wrong».   #####,#,,,
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#,,####,#, there are circles  and crosses inscribed ,#,##,,##,
#,#,,,#### all over my vision,  pressing in,  being ###,#,#,##
###,,#,,,, almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, ,,######,,
,,#,##,,,,    their internal logic changing and     ,#,,,,,#,#
,###,#,,,# grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like ##,,,,####
#,,###,,## language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ,#,,,#,,,#
#,#,,#,#,# forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and ##,,##,,#,
###,######           doing damage there.            ,#,#,#,###
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,#,#,,,,,# then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything ,,,,,,#,,,
####,,,,#,     because there's something there      ,,,,,##,,,
,,,#,,,###    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,#,#,,#
,,##,,#,,# rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ,,,####,##
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,,###,#### my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,,,#,##,,,
,#,,##,,,#              almost mocking.             ,,###,#,,,
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,#####,##, i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ##,#,,#,,#
#,,,,##,## escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ,###,##,##
#,,,#,##,# relief, such  is my  nature. turning the #,,##,##,,
#,,###,###    lights on does nothing... getting     #,#,##,#,#
#,#,,##,,#  outside does nothing... drinking water  ####,####,
###,#,#,## does noting...  but time  does  -  after ,,,##,,,##
,,######,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,#,#,,#,,
,#,,,,,#,# doubting anything  of  this happened  in ,####,##,,
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##,,##,#,, my eyes are  still tense though, scared. #,###,,###
,#,#,###,, i    don't   know    what    to    make. ##,,#,#,,,
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,,,,#,####              but i'm tired.              ###,,,#,,#
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,##,,,#,#, this can happen  if you wander  too far, ##,#######
#,#,,##### i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,##,,,,,,#
###,#,,,,,              when dreaming?              #,#,,,,,#,
,,###,,,,# i imagine a prick on  the  nose,  that's ###,,,,###
,#,,#,,,#, what these are.  like you do with  a cat ,,#,,,#,,#
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