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¨¨¨¨¨===§@ the feeling fo "somethign is wrong  with @§===¨¨¨¨¨
¨:===§@### the world"    - in  a very profound way, ###@§===:¨
¨:===§@###   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ###@§===:¨
¨:===§@### never  dissipated. just grew used to it, ###@§===:¨
¨:===§@###                numb to it                ###@§===:¨
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¨:===§§@@#  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   #@@§§===:¨
¨¨:===§§@#     relieve the growing tension and      #@§§===:¨¨
¨:===§@###              disillusionment             ###@§===:¨
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¨:===§@### that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ###@§===:¨
¨:===§@###  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ###@§===:¨
¨:===§@### horror   stories   even   -   there   is ###@§===:¨
¨:=====§##   confirmation. something really :is:    ##§=====:¨
:===§@#### there. what it  is is not that important ####@§===:
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