¨¨##¨¨#¨##                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨##¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#                                          ¨¨¨¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##                                          ¨¨¨¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#                                          ¨¨¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##                                          ¨¨##¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨# the  feeling fo "somethign is wrong with ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨## the  world"   - in a  very profound way, ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨## never  dissipated. just grew used to it, ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#                numb to it                ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##                                          ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##      relieve the growing tension and     ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#             disillusionment              ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##                                          ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨# that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨# horror   stories   even   -   there   is ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##   confirmation. something really :is:    ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨# there. what  it is is not that important ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##                                          ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#                                          ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##                                          ##¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨##¨¨#                                          ¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##                                          ##¨#¨#¨#¨#