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.....««\@£ .  not  for  me  but for  the  future  . £@\««.....
.~«\$@£@## .   .   .   of   free   will,  .   .   . ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£### i  believe we should've never been given ###£@$\«~.
......«$£# .  .  the  fire  of  semiconductors, . . #£$«......
.~«\$@£@## .  .  .  i  wish  ais  and  gans .  .  . ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£@## .   .   were  never   dreamt  of.  .   . ##@£@$\«~.
....~«\$£# .    .   .   .   .   .   .    .   .    . #£$\«~....
.~«\$@£@## .  .  i'm  scared  for  the  future .  . ##@£@$\«~.
.~««««$@@£ .  .  .  .  of  life  itself,  .  . .  . £@@$««««~.
.~«\$@£@## i  believe we should've never been given ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£@## . . . the fuels of the deep earth, . . . ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£@## . .  i wish  pipes were never built, . . ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@@£@@ .  .  .  and  wells  never bored. . .  . @@£@@$\«~.
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....~«$$£@ $ $  if there  was a  shodan  miku  $  $ @£$$«~....
.~«\$@£@## who gently touched my cheek  and  smiled ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£@@# $ $ $  and  asked  if  i  wanted  $  $ $ #@@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£@## $  $  $ $  to  be  uploaded?  $  $  $  $ ##@£@$\«~.
.~«««$@@£@ $    $   $   $   $   $    $   $    $   $ @£@@$«««~.
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.~«\$@£@## $   $   $    $   $   $   $   $    $    $ ##@£@$\«~.
......«$$£ $ $ i  would be uploaded sooo fast.  $ $ £$$«......
.«\$@£@### $ $  $  $  i  would  give  in $  $  $  $ ###@£@$\«.
.~«\$@£@## $ $ $ and it would feel sooo good. $ $ $ ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£@## $    @    $   @    $   @   $   @   $   @ ##@£@$\«~.
.~«\$@£@## @    £   @    £   @    £   @   £   @   £ ##@£@$\«~.
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.~«\\\@£@@ £ £ the turtle  beach  of  montego,  £ £ @@£@\\\«~.
.~~~««\$££ £ and there'd be soo much to explore,  £ ££$\««~~~.
...~~~\$@@ £  £ the sun flickering on the water £ £ @@$\~~~...
.~«\$@£@## £ £  £  £  like status  lights  £ £  £ £ ##@£@$\«~.
......~\@£ £  £ and we could go  so  so  deep. £  £ £@\~......
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.~«\$@£@##    or melted or otherwise repurposed     ##@£@$\«~.
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