Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking   To   Stop    Doing 
 Hallucinogens In The  Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not Know How Useful  They  Have Been 
 Anyway? I  Get  So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last Few Times At  Least,  And 
 There Are Plenty  Of Side Effects That I 
 Really  Do  Not  Like, And There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random  Things   That   I 
 Happen To  See...  For  Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time  I Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should Avoid To Ruin  All  The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or  At Least The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The  Eyes,   And   Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not  Do   It 
 Before. But Maybe  I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And  Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It Comes  To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A Load Of  ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists Of,  And  How  Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be  Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just  FieldS And Motion. 
 Now  And Then  I Hear This Sound (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It Is  Always  Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So Stressful, But  I Think It Has  To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.