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###§%†:~~. HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I .~~:†%§###
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§%:~~~.... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ....~~~:%§
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###§%†:~~. BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT .~~:†%§###
#%:~~..... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .....~~:%#
§%:~~~~... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ...~~~~:%§
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###§%†:~~. NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .~~:†%§###
#%:~~..... SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME .....~~:%#
###§%†:~~. "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. .~~:†%§###
###§%†:~~. AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .~~:†%§###
#§††~..... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO .....~††§#
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