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@@%=~,,,,,                    EH                    ,,,,,~=%@@
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#%%%%=:~,, I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ,,~:=%%%%#
@=~,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,,,,,,,~=@
#@%%%=:~,, DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ,,~:=%%%@#
@=:~~~,,,, ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,~~~:=@
###@%=:~,, THEM, THE  LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,~:=%@###
#@%%:::~,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ,,~:::%%@#
@=~,,,,,,, REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ,,,,,,,~=@
###@%=:~,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,, ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ,,~:=%@###
####@=:~,, HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,~:=@####
###@%=:~,, LONG  TIME I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,, ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,~:=%@###
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###@%=:~,,                                          ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,~:=%@###
#@@@%=:~,, INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN ,,~:=%@@@#
##@==:~,,, THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ,,,~:==@##
##%==~,,,, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,,~==%##
@@=~,,,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,,,~=@@
###@%=:~,, COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,~:=%@###
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###@%=:~,, IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,, WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,~:=%@###
@%%::~,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,~::%%@
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@=:::~~~,, IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,~~~:::=@
#%%%==:~,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I ,,~:==%%%#
###@%=:~,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,, NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ,,~:=%@###
###@%=:~,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,~:=%@###
####@=:~,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,~:=@####
###@%=:~,, AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,,~:=%@###
@==:,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ,,,,,,:==@
@%:,,,,,,,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ,,,,,,,:%@
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