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,,»/†*#### EH ####*†/»,,
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,,»/†*#### I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ####*†/»,,
,,,,,,,/†# HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I #†/,,,,,,,
,,,,,»»†## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##†»»,,,,,
,,,,,,,/*# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #*/,,,,,,,
,,,,,,/††# THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #††/,,,,,,
,,,,»/†**# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #**†/»,,,,
,,»/†*#### REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ####*†/»,,
,,,»///†*# ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY #*†///»,,,
,,»/†*#### ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ####*†/»,,
,,»/†*#### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ####*†/»,,
,,,,,,»»†# LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN #†»»,,,,,,
,,,,»»†*## KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ##*†»»,,,,
,,,,//†*## ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##*†//,,,,
,,,,,,,»†# SEASONS THIS WAY. #†»,,,,,,,
,,»/†*#### ####*†/»,,
,,,»//††*# » #*††//»,,,
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,,»/†*#### HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ####*†/»,,
,,,,,»†**# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #**†»,,,,,
,,»»»»»†## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##†»»»»»,,
,,»/†*#### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ####*†/»,,
,,,,,,//*# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #*//,,,,,,
,,,,,»†*## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##*†»,,,,,
,,»/†*#### THESE THINGS UP. ####*†/»,,
,,,,,»†††# #†††»,,,,,
,,,,,/†*## » ##*†/,,,,,
,,»/†*#### ####*†/»,,
,,,,,»/*## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##*/»,,,,,
,,»/†*#### WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ####*†/»,,
,,,,»///†# CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE #†///»,,,,
,,,,,,»/*# #*/»,,,,,,
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,,,,,,»/*# #*/»,,,,,,
,,,,,/**## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##**/,,,,,
,,»/†*#### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ####*†/»,,
,,»/†*#### CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ####*†/»,,
,,,,,,»†## THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##†»,,,,,,
,»/†*##### NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #####*†/»,
,,»/†*#### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ####*†/»,,
,,»/*##### "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #####*/»,,
,,»/†*#### AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ####*†/»,,
,,,,,,/†*# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #*†/,,,,,,
,,,,,,»††# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #††»,,,,,,
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