,:»/*¤§¶## ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,,:://¤¶ ¶¤//::,,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## ##¶§¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤¶### ###¶¤*/»:,
,,,,,,»»*§ §*»»,,,,,,
,,,,,»/*¤¶ ¶¤*/»,,,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## EH ##¶§¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤¤¤§§ §§¤¤¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤§§¶¶ » ¶¶§§¤*/»:,
,,,,:/¤§¶# #¶§¤/:,,,,
,,,,»/**§# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #§**/»,,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,,://¤¤¶ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¶¤¤//:,,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,,::»/¤¶ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¶¤/»::,,,,
,,,,,://*§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §*//:,,,,,
,,,»//**¤§ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE §¤**//»,,,
,,,,,»//*§ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY §*//»,,,,,
,,:»/**§§¶ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¶§§**/»:,,
,:»/*¤§¶## HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,,:://*§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §*//::,,,,
,,,::/¤¤§# KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS #§¤¤/::,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##¶§¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤¶### SEASONS THIS WAY. ###¶¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤§§§§ §§§§¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤§¶## » ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,:»»***¤§ §¤***»»:,,
,,,,:»/¤¤¶ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¶¤¤/»:,,,,
,,,:»/¤¤§# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #§¤¤/»:,,,
,,,»///*§¶ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¶§*///»,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,:»»»/¤¤§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §¤¤/»»»:,,
,,,:»/***§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL §***/»:,,,
,:»///*§¶# THESE THINGS UP. #¶§*///»:,
,,,,»/**§# #§**/»,,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## » ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,,::/*§# #§*/::,,,,
:»/*¤§¶### IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ###¶§¤*/»:
,:»/*¤§¶## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##¶§¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤¤¤§# CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE #§¤¤¤*/»:,
,:»/*§¶### ###¶§*/»:,
,,,,,»/¤¤¶ » ¶¤¤/»,,,,,
,,,,://¤§§ §§¤//:,,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,,,,»*§§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §§*»,,,,,,
,,,,:»/¤§¶ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¶§¤/»:,,,,
,:»/*¤¶### THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ###¶¤*/»:,
,,,:»»»/¤§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §¤/»»»:,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,,,,»/*§ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. §*/»,,,,,,
,:»/*¤§¶## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##¶§¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤§¶## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ##¶§¤*/»:,
,:»/*¤§¶## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##¶§¤*/»:,
,,,»/**¤¤¶ ¶¤¤**/»,,,
,,,:»***§§ §§***»:,,,
,,,,,:»*§¶ ¶§*»:,,,,,
,:»/*§¶### ###¶§*/»:,
,,,»»//¤¶# #¶¤//»»,,,