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.§§..§.... I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ....§§§..§
.§§§..§... HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I §...§.§§..
.§.§§..§.. DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN §§....§§§.
...§§§..§. ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §§§...§.§§
§..§.§§..§ THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND §.§§....§§
§§...§§§.. THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..§§§...§.
§§§..§.§§. REALLY  DO  NOT  LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ..§.§§....
§.§§...§§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ....§§§...
..§§§..§.§ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ....§.§§..
..§.§§...§ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §.....§§§.
....§§§..§ LONG  TIME  I COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN §§....§.§§
§...§.§§.. KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS .§§.....§§
§§....§§§. ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE .§§§....§.
§§§...§.§§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            .§.§§.....
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....§§§...     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    .....§.§§.
....§.§§.. INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN §......§§§
§.....§§§. THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS §§.....§.§
§§....§.§§ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT .§§......§
.§§.....§§ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .§§§.....§
.§§§....§. COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .§.§§.....
.§.§§.....             THESE THINGS UP.             ...§§§....
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.....§.§§. IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, .§§§...§§§
§......§§§ WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" .§.§§..§.§
§§.....§.§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ...§§§...§
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...§§§.... IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §......§§§
§..§.§§... HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .§.....§.§
§§...§§§.. CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ..§......§
.§§..§.§§. THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ...§.....§
.§§§...§§§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A  REAL ....§.....
.§.§§..§.§    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     .....§....
...§§§...§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ......§...
...§.§§..§ AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .......§..
.....§§§.. SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ........§.
.....§.§§.         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        §........§
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