växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?