i  fall  asleep  in the wrong throat and 
 is not so much dreaming as  being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i  get instructions for them, for what i 
 must imagine  them doing or saying. they 
 have  some agency,  but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my  mind,  spoken  from  a god, or 
             false demiurge.              
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow and  fail to make 
 them   do  what  i'm  instructed  before 
 time's out, and then  they get punished. 
                                          
 one of them  got  his  vocabulary shrunk 
 down to only the word he  failed to  say 
      (roofs? rufus?), many were just     
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all   was   very    stressful   and 
 repulsive. it  felt like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since