i  fall  asleep in the  wrong throat and 
 is not so much dreaming as being  forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
            big halls, arcades,           
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i  get instructions for them, for what i 
 must imagine  them doing or saying. they 
 have  some  agency, but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my  mind,  spoken  from a god,  or 
             false demiurge.              
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow  and fail to make 
 them  do   what  i'm  instructed  before 
 time's  out, and then they get punished. 
                                          
 one of  them got  his  vocabulary shrunk 
 down to only the word he failed  to  say 
      (roofs? rufus?), many were just     
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all   was    very   stressful   and 
 repulsive. it felt  like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since