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&,,&,,,&,& ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   , ,&,&,,&,,&
&,&&,,&&&& ,   ,  ,  ,  i'm  scared,  ,   ,   ,   , &&&&,&&,&,
&&,&,&,,,& ,  not  for me  but  for  the  future  , ,,,&&,&&&&
,&&&&&,,&, ,  ,   ,   of   free   will,   ,   ,   , ,,&,&&,,,,
&,,,,&,&&& i believe  we should've never been given ,&&&,&,,,,
&,,,&&&,,& , ,  the fire  of  semiconductors,  ,  , &,,&&&,,,&
&,,&,,&,&, , ,  ,  i  wish  ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , &,&,,&,,&,
&,&&,&&&&& ,  ,  were   never   dreamt  of.   ,   , &&&,&&,&&&
&&,&&,,,,, ,   ,    ,   ,   ,    ,   ,    ,   ,   , ,,&&,&&,,,
,&&,&,,,,& , ,  i'm  scared  for  the  future  ,  , ,&,&&,&,,&
&,&&&,,,&& ,  ,  ,  ,  of  life itself,  ,  ,  ,  , &&&,&&&,&&
&&,,&,,&,& i believe we  should've never been given ,,&&,,&&,,
,&,&&,&&&, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , ,&,&,&,&,&
&&&,&&,,&, ,  , i wish  pipes were never built, , , &&&&&&&&&&
,,&&,&,&&& , ,  ,  and wells  never  bored.  , ,  , ,,,,,,,,,,
,&,&&&&,,, ,   ^   ,    ^   ,   ^    ,    ^   ,   ^ ,,,,,,,,,,
&&&,,,&,,& ^   ~   ^   ~    ^    ~    ^   ~   ^   ~ ,,,,,,,,,,
,,&,,&&,&& ~   ~   ~  ~   that   said.  ~   ~  ~  ~ ,,,,,,,,,&
,&&,&,&&,& ~   :   ~    :   ~    :   ~    :   ~   : ,,,,,,,,&&
&,&&&&,&&& :   *    :    *   :    *   :   *   :   * ,,,,,,,&,&
&&,,,&&,,& *  * if  there  was  a shodan  miku  * * ,,,,,,&&&,
,&,,&,&,&, who gently  touched  my cheek and smiled ,,,,,&,,&&
&&,&&&&&&, *  *  * and  asked  if i wanted  *  *  * ,,,,&&,&,&
,&&,,,,,&, *  *  *  *  to  be  uploaded? *  *  *  * ,,,&,&&&&,
&,&,,,,&&& *    *   *    *   *   *   *   *    *   * ,,&&&,,,&,
&&&,,,&,,, * * * * oh, i would be uploaded. * * * * ,&,,&,,&&&
,,&,,&&,,& *   *   *   *   *   *    *   *    *    * &&,&&,&,,,
,&&,&,&,&& * *  i would be uploaded sooo fast. *  * ,&&,&&&,,,
&,&&&&&&,& *  * *  *  i  would  give  in *  *  *  * &,&&,,&,,,
&&,,,,,&&, * * * and it would feel sooo good. * * * &&,&,&&,,&
,&,,,,&,&, *   $    *   $    *   $    *   $   *   $ ,&&&&,&,&,
&&,,,&&&&, $    &   $   &   $   &   $    &    $   & &,,,&&&&&,
,&,,&,,,&, & &  & & and then  i'd  be at  &  & &  & &,,&,,,,&&
&&,&&,,&&& &  & the turtle beach  of  montego,  & & &,&&,,,&,&
,&&,&,&,,, &  and there'd be soo much to explore, & &&,&,,&&&,
&,&&&&&,,, & & the  sun flickering on the water & & ,&&&,&,,&,
&&,,,,&,,& & & &  &  like  status lights  &  & &  & &,,&&&,&&&
,&,,,&&,&& &  & and  we could  go  so so deep.  & & &,&,,&&,,,
&&,,&,&&,& &    &    &    &   &   &   &   &   &   & &&&,&,&,,,
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&&&,,&&,&,   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  ,&,,,,&,&&
,,&,&,&&&,    or melted or otherwise repurposed     &&,,,&&&,,
,&&&&&,,&,              for whatever.               ,&,,&,,&,,
&,,,,&,&&&       (this is not important btw))       &&,&&,&&,,
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