växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?