växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?