växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?