växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?