växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?