växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?