växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?