växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?