växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?