växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?