växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?