växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?