växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?