växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?