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¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨& &&&¨&&&&&&
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¨&&¨&&¨¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
&¨&&¨&¨&&¨ &&&&¨¨¨&&¨
&&¨&&&&¨&¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨¨&¨¨&¨&&
¨&&¨¨¨&&&& machine. ¨¨&&¨&&&¨¨
&¨&¨¨&¨¨¨& ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨¨
&&&¨&&¨¨&& i don't think it's hormonal overload. &&&¨&¨&&¨&
¨¨&&¨&¨&¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨&&&&¨&&¨
¨&¨&&&&&¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨&¨¨¨&&¨&¨
&&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with &&¨¨&¨&&&¨
¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨& the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨&¨&&&¨¨&&
¨&&¨¨&¨&&¨ crying for a while. &&&¨¨&¨&¨&
&¨&¨&&&¨&¨ ¨¨&¨&&&&&&
&&&&¨¨&&&& i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation &¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨ signal being tripped? the connection is &¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
¨&¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ imperfect and often induces &&¨&¨¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&&&¨¨&&&&
¨&¨&¨&¨¨¨& hollow hunger. sand grains under my &¨¨&¨&¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&¨¨&¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. &¨&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&& &&¨¨¨&¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨&¨¨&&¨¨&&
¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨& fetched that something like that can &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&&¨&&¨&¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨&&&&&&&&&
¨&¨&&¨&&&¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&¨&&¨¨&¨ &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨&&¨&¨&&& &¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨&¨&&&&¨¨& &¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨
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