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¨¨-=*†@@¶#                                          #¶@@†*=-¨¨
¨-=*†@@¶## the feeling fo  "somethign is wrong with ##¶@@†*=-¨
¨¨-=*†@@¶# the world"    - in a very profound  way, #¶@@†*=-¨¨
¨¨¨-=*†@@¶   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¶@@†*=-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-=*†@@ never dissipated. just  grew used to it, @@†*=-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-=*†@@¶                numb to it                ¶@@†*=-¨¨¨
¨¨-=*†@@¶#                                          #¶@@†*=-¨¨
¨-=*†@@¶##  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ##¶@@†*=-¨
¨¨-=*†@@¶#      relieve the growing tension and     #¶@@†*=-¨¨
¨¨¨-=*†@@¶             disillusionment              ¶@@†*=-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-=*†@@                                          @@†*=-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-=*†@@¶ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¶@@†*=-¨¨¨
¨¨-=*†@@¶#  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  #¶@@†*=-¨¨
¨-=*†@@¶## horror   stories   even   -   there   is ##¶@@†*=-¨
¨¨-=*†@@¶#    confirmation. something really -is-   #¶@@†*=-¨¨
¨¨¨-=*†@@¶ there. what it is is  not that important ¶@@†*=-¨¨¨
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