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###§%*/~,. the feeling fo "somethign is wrong  with .,~/*%§###
#%*/,..... the  world"  -  in  a very profound way, .....,/*%#
###§%*/~,.   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   .,~/*%§###
###§%*/~,. never dissipated. just  grew used to it, .,~/*%§###
###§%*/~,.                numb to it                .,~/*%§###
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###§%*/~,.  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   .,~/*%§###
§%//~.....      relieve the growing tension and     .....~//%§
###§%*/~,.              disillusionment             .,~/*%§###
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##%**~.... that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ....~**%##
###§%*/~,.  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  .,~/*%§###
###§%*/~,. horror   stories   even   -   there   is .,~/*%§###
###§%*/~,.   confirmation. something really ,is,    .,~/*%§###
###§%*/~,. there. what  it is is not that important .,~/*%§###
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