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,~-:§*&#@# the feeling fo "somethign is wrong with #@#&*§:-~,
,~-:§*&#@# the world" - in a very profound way, #@#&*§:-~,
,~-:§*&@## in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it ##@&*§:-~,
,~-:§**&## never dissipated. just grew used to it, ##&**§:-~,
,,,~::*&&@ numb to it @&&*::~,,,
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,~-:§*&#@# maybe even filtered subconsciously to #@#&*§:-~,
,~-:§*&#@# relieve the growing tension and #@#&*§:-~,
,~-:§*&#@# disillusionment #@#&*§:-~,
,~-:§*&### ###&*§:-~,
,~-:§*&#@# that's perhaps the draw of stories, #@#&*§:-~,
,,,,~-:§&# mysteries and "magiscal realism", most #&§:-~,,,,
,,,,,-::*# horror stories even - there is #*::-,,,,,
,,,~::§&&& confirmation. something really ~is~ &&&§::~,,,
,~-:§*&#@# there. what it is is not that important #@#&*§:-~,
,~-:§*&#@# #@#&*§:-~,
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