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.&&..&...& the feeling fo "somethign is wrong with &...&.&&..
.&.&.&&..& the world" - in a very profound way, .&..&&&.&.
.&&&&&.&.& in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it .&&.&..&&&
&&....&&&& never dissipated. just grew used to it, .&.&&&.&..
&.&...&... numb to it .&&&..&&&.
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....&.&.&. maybe even filtered subconsciously to &.&.&&&&.&
&...&&&&&& relieve the growing tension and .&&&&...&&
.&..&..... disillusionment .&...&..&.
.&&.&&.... .&&..&&.&&
&&.&&.&... that's perhaps the draw of stories, .&.&.&.&&.
&.&&.&&&.. mysteries and "magiscal realism", most &&&&&&&&.&
.&&.&&..&. horror stories even - there is &.......&&
&&.&&.&.&& confirmation. something really ,is, &&......&.
&.&&.&&&&. there. what it is is not that important ..&.....&&
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