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.......... the feeling  fo "somethign is wrong with ..........
^......... the  world"  - in  a very  profound way, .........^
~^........   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ........^~
:~^....... never  dissipated. just grew used to it, .......^~:
†:~^......                numb to it                ......^~:†
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@*†:~^....  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ....^~:†*@
#@*†:~^...     relieve the growing tension and      ...^~:†*@#
@#@*†:~^..             disillusionment              ..^~:†*@#@
#@#@*†:~^.                                          .^~:†*@#@#
@#@*†:~^.. that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ..^~:†*@#@
#@*†:~^...  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ...^~:†*@#
@*†:~^.... horror   stories   even   -   there   is ....^~:†*@
*†:~^.....   confirmation. something really ^is^    .....^~:†*
†:~^...... there. what it  is is not that important ......^~:†
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