¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&&&&&& &&&&&&&&¨¨
&&&¨¨&&&&& &&&&&&&¨¨&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&& &&&&&¨¨&&¨
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&& the feeling fo "somethign is wrong with &&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&&¨¨¨ the world" - in a very profound way, &&&¨¨&&&&¨
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it &&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ never dissipated. just grew used to it, &¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& numb to it ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&¨¨&&&
&&&&&&&&&& maybe even filtered subconsciously to &&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&&&&¨ relieve the growing tension and &&&¨¨&&¨¨&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ disillusionment ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&&¨¨¨ ¨¨¨&&&&&&¨
¨¨&&&&¨¨&& that's perhaps the draw of stories, ¨&¨¨&&&&¨¨
&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨ mysteries and "magiscal realism", most ¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&& horror stories even - there is &&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&&¨¨&&¨ confirmation. something really ^is^ &&&¨¨&&&&&
&&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ there. what it is is not that important ¨&¨¨¨¨&&&&
&&&¨¨&&&&& ¨¨¨&&¨¨&&&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& &&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ &¨¨&&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&&