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¨&¨¨&¨&&¨¨ ¨&¨¨¨¨&&¨&
&&&¨&&&¨&¨ ¨&&¨¨¨&¨&&
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&& the feeling fo "somethign is wrong with &&¨&¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨&¨&¨&¨¨ the world" - in a very profound way, &¨&&&¨&¨¨&
&¨¨&&&&&&¨ in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it &&&¨¨&&&¨&
¨&¨&¨¨¨¨¨& never dissipated. just grew used to it, ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨&&
&&&&&¨¨¨¨& numb to it &¨¨&&&&¨&¨
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨& &&¨&¨¨¨&&&
¨&¨¨¨&&¨¨& maybe even filtered subconsciously to ¨¨&&&¨¨&¨¨
¨&&¨¨&¨&¨& relieve the growing tension and &¨&¨¨&¨&&¨
¨&¨&¨&&&&& disillusionment ¨&&&¨&&&¨&
&&&&&&¨¨¨¨ &&¨¨&&¨¨&&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ that's perhaps the draw of stories, &¨&¨&¨&¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ mysteries and "magiscal realism", most &&&&&&&&&&
&¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨ horror stories even - there is &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& confirmation. something really -is- ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨&¨¨¨&¨¨¨ there. what it is is not that important ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&¨¨&&¨¨ ¨&¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨¨&¨&¨&¨ &&&&&¨¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨&&&&&& ¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
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