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¨,=*%$¤### the  feeling fo "somethign is wrong with ###¤$%*=,¨
¨¨,,==*%¤# the world"    - in a  very profound way, #¤%*==,,¨¨
¨,=*%$$¤##   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ##¤$$%*=,¨
¨,=***%%$¤ never dissipated.  just grew used to it, ¤$%%***=,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨=%¤#                numb to it                #¤%=¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,=*$¤   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  ¤$*=,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,=*%$¤###     relieve the growing tension and      ###¤$%*=,¨
¨¨¨,,*%%%¤              disillusionment             ¤%%%*,,¨¨¨
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¨,=*%$¤### that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ###¤$%*=,¨
¨,=*%$¤###  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ###¤$%*=,¨
¨,=*%$¤### horror   stories   even   -   there   is ###¤$%*=,¨
¨,=*%$$$¤#   confirmation. something really ,is,    #¤$$$%*=,¨
¨,=****%¤¤ there. what  it is is not that important ¤¤%****=,¨
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