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,,~*%$£@## the  world"  - in a very  profound  way, ##@£$%*~,,
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,,,,,*$$£# never dissipated. just grew  used to it, #£$$*,,,,,
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,,~*%$£@##  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ##@£$%*~,,
,,~*%$£@##      relieve the growing tension and     ##@£$%*~,,
,,~*%$£@##             disillusionment              ##@£$%*~,,
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,,~*%$£@## that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ##@£$%*~,,
,,~*%$£@##  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ##@£$%*~,,
,,~*%$££@@ horror   stories   even   -   there   is @@££$%*~,,
,,~*%$£@##    confirmation. something really ,is,   ##@£$%*~,,
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