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.......... the feeling fo "somethign is wrong  with ..........
.......... the world"   - in  a very profound  way, ..........
.........,   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ,.........
........,~ never dissipated. just grew used to  it, ~,........
.......,~/                numb to it                /~,.......
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.....,~/*@   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  @*/~,.....
....,~/*@§      relieve the growing tension and     §@*/~,....
...,~/*@§#              disillusionment             #§@*/~,...
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.,~/*@§### that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ###§@*/~,.
..,~/*@§##  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ##§@*/~,..
...,~/*@§# horror   stories   even   -   there   is #§@*/~,...
....,~/*@§    confirmation. something really ,is,   §@*/~,....
.....,~/*@ there. what  it is is not that important @*/~,.....
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