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,,,,,,,,,, the  feeling fo "somethign is wrong with ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the world"  - in  a very  profound  way, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ,,,,,,,,,,
=,,,,,,,,, never  dissipated. just grew used to it, ,,,,,,,,,=
^=,,,,,,,,                numb to it                ,,,,,,,,=^
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$*^=,,,,,,   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  ,,,,,,=^*$
@$*^=,,,,,      relieve the growing tension and     ,,,,,=^*$@
#@$*^=,,,,              disillusionment             ,,,,=^*$@#
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###@$*^=,, that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ,,=^*$@###
##@$*^=,,,  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ,,,=^*$@##
#@$*^=,,,, horror   stories   even   -   there   is ,,,,=^*$@#
@$*^=,,,,,   confirmation. something really ,is,    ,,,,,=^*$@
$*^=,,,,,, there.  what it is is not that important ,,,,,,=^*$
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