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§$*==^....                                          ....^==*$§
$*==^..... the feeling fo "somethign is wrong  with .....^==*$
*==^...... the world"   - in  a very  profound way, ......^==*
==^.......   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   .......^==
=^........ never dissipated. just grew used  to it, ........^=
==^.......                numb to it                .......^==
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$*==^.....  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   .....^==*$
§$*==^....      relieve the growing tension and     ....^==*$§
#§$*==^...             disillusionment              ...^==*$§#
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###§$*==^. that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, .^==*$§###
##§$*==^..  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ..^==*$§##
#§$*==^... horror   stories   even   -   there   is ...^==*$§#
§$*==^....    confirmation. something really ^is^   ....^==*$§
$*==^..... there. what it is  is not that important .....^==*$
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