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,,^-*%%¶@#                                          #@¶%%*-^,,
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,,^-*%%¶@# the feeling  fo "somethign is wrong with #@¶%%*-^,,
,,,^-*%%¶@ the world"    -  in a very profound way, @¶%%*-^,,,
,,,,^-*%%¶   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¶%%*-^,,,,
,,,^-*%%¶@ never dissipated.  just grew used to it, @¶%%*-^,,,
,,^-*%%¶@#                numb to it                #@¶%%*-^,,
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,,^-*%%¶@#  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   #@¶%%*-^,,
,,,^-*%%¶@     relieve the growing tension and      @¶%%*-^,,,
,,,,^-*%%¶             disillusionment              ¶%%*-^,,,,
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,,^-*%%¶@# that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, #@¶%%*-^,,
,^-*%%¶@##  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ##@¶%%*-^,
,,^-*%%¶@# horror   stories   even   -   there   is #@¶%%*-^,,
,,,^-*%%¶@   confirmation. something really ^is^    @¶%%*-^,,,
,,,,^-*%%¶ there. what it is  is not that important ¶%%*-^,,,,
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