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###¨#¨#¨¨#                                          ¨¨¨######¨
#¨¨#####¨# now,  usually i feel good (maybe?),  but ¨¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨#
¨#¨#¨¨¨¨## this  time  of  confusion also leads  to ¨¨¨##¨¨¨¨#
#####¨¨¨#¨ all  analyzes  ending in  "useless" -  i #¨¨#¨#¨¨¨#
¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨## was  being  bothered  by something in  a ##¨####¨¨#
#¨¨¨¨##¨#¨ song  or movie or book, so i think,  how ¨¨##¨¨¨#¨#
¨#¨¨¨#¨### would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #¨#¨#¨¨###
###¨¨###¨¨ purpose  of this  process, what  does it ¨#####¨#¨¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨ consist  of...? and  through the process ##¨¨¨¨###¨
##¨####¨## more  and  more pieces  falls off  until ¨¨#¨¨¨#¨¨#
¨¨##¨¨¨##¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     #¨##¨¨##¨#
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨#                                          ###¨#¨#¨##
¨#####¨### reductionist hell -                      #¨¨######¨
¨#¨¨¨¨##¨¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨#¨#¨¨¨¨¨#
###¨¨¨#¨#¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #####¨¨¨¨#
¨¨¨#¨¨#### abstract they are, the things, until     ¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨#
#¨¨##¨#¨¨¨ they cease to be things at all           #¨¨¨¨##¨¨#
¨#¨#¨###¨¨                                          ##¨¨¨#¨#¨#
######¨¨#¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨¨#¨¨#####
¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨## nothing i can do with triangles. they    #¨##¨#¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨###¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ###¨###¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨# sense.                                   #¨¨##¨¨#¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨##¨#                                          ##¨#¨#¨##¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨## and when i can't even anchor myself,     #¨######¨#
#¨¨¨¨¨###¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ###¨¨¨¨¨##
¨#¨¨¨¨#¨¨# feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨#¨¨¨¨#¨
¨##¨¨¨##¨# fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨##¨¨¨##
##¨#¨¨#¨## was after that.                          #¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨
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