växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?