växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?