växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?