växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?