växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?