växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?