växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?