växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?