växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?