växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?