växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?