växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?