växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?