växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?