växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?