växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?