växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?