växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?