växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?