växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?