växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?