växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?