växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?