växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?