växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?