växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?