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&^†~,,,,,, $$$$††††~~~~########$$$$††††~~~~######## ,,,,,,~†^&
&$†--~,,,, ~~~~########$$$$††††~~~~########$$$$†††† ,,,,~--†$&
#$^--,,,,, ####$$$$††††~~~~########$$$$††††~~~~#### ,,,,,--^$#
#$†--~,,,, ††††~~~~########$$$$††††~~~~########$$$$ ,,,,~--†$#
###&$^†-~, party, bathroom, door locked, lights ,~-†^$##
##$$$^†-~, off, shower curtains drawn. floor full ,~-†^$$$##
###&$^†-~, of dirty clothes, of garbage, and as i ,~-†^$##
##&$$^†-~, start to unzip my pants, she steps out ,~-†^$$#
###&$^†-~, of the shower and pushes me to ,~-†^$##
&^†~,,,,,, ########$$$$††the~~ground.##$$$$††††~~~~ ,,,,,,~†^&
###&$^†-~, $$$$††††~~~~########$$$$††††~~~~######## ,~-†^$##
###&$^†-~, i wish to be contacted by some ,~-†^$##
&&&^††~,,, [god, alien] who would bestow upon me ,,,~††^&&&
#&^^††--~, some incredible power that will set ,~--††^^
###&$^†-~, everything right forever. what i don't ,~-†^$##
###&$^†-~, know is that this happens multiple ,~-†^$##
##$^-,,,,, times per second - they ask me: "when ,,,,,-^$##
###&$^†-~, you said the world egg was your ideal ,~-†^$##
###&$^†-~, body type, did you mean it"? i answer ,~-†^$##
##$^†~~~~, "not really, but i can act like it for ,~~~~†^$##
&$$$†~,,,, you, if you'd like". at this point ,,,,~†$$$&
###&$^†-~, however they have already erased my ,~-†^$##
##&^^-,,,, memory of the encounter and moved on. ,,,,-^^#
&$^†††-,,, subconsciously, this is where my ,,,-†††^$&
###&$^†-~, ~~~~###sadness$$†comes~~###from#$$$$†††† ,~-†^$##
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