view from the tower            
                       
                       
                                          
 when i got  home from away, climbed all 
 the  way to  the  top,  and there was  a 
 bird in my room,  not too unreasonable a 
 bird  but still  an  unwelcome guest  at 
 this  hour,  that  had  let himself  in. 
                                          
 the window was open and  so i  waved  my 
 arms  and he flew out. but as  soon as i 
       turned around, he was back.       
                                          
                                     
 i   took   the  jackdaw   by   my   hand 
 threw    it   out   the   window,    and 
        into what i'm shielded from       
    watched him fall and turned around    
     held his gaze throughout the fall    
      in spite he did not move at all     
                                     
                                          
 i heard the  thump as he hit the ground. 
 my  mother  came running.  "angel!  what 
 did you do?"                             
                                          
 don't  come  in here,  i wanted to  say, 
 but she would come anyway  and so i kept 
 it   to  myself.  "are  you   allright?" 
                                          
 "i  hurt  a  bird", and i could see  him 
 through  the windows, trying to fly with 
 his  wings somehow inverted.  they would 
 not  bear  him, and  he  was infuriated.