view from the tower            
                       
                       
                                          
 when i got home from away, climbed  all 
 the way  to  the top,  and  there  was a 
 bird in my room,  not too unreasonable a 
 bird but still  an  unwelcome  guest  at 
 this hour,  that  had  let  himself  in. 
                                          
 the  window was  open  and so i waved my 
 arms and he flew out. but  as soon as  i 
       turned around, he was back.       
                                          
                                     
 i   took   the   jackdaw  by   my   hand 
 threw   it    out   the   window,    and 
       into what i'm shielded from        
    watched him fall and turned around    
    held his gaze throughout the fall     
      in spite he did not move at all     
                                     
                                          
 i  heard the thump as he hit the ground. 
 my  mother  came  running. "angel!  what 
 did you do?"                             
                                          
 don't come  in  here, i  wanted to  say, 
 but she would come anyway and  so i kept 
 it   to  myself.  "are  you   allright?" 
                                          
 "i hurt  a  bird",  and i could see  him 
 through the windows,  trying to fly with 
 his  wings somehow  inverted. they would 
 not  bear him,  and  he  was infuriated.