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,,@@@,@@@@ always tears  in  my eyes when using the ,,,@@@@,@@
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,,,,@@@@@, i  don't  think  it's hormonal overload. ,,@@,@,@@@
@,,,@,,,,@ there's  no grief  or  joy  as my  water @,@,@@@@,,
@@,,@@,,,@ rolls  down  my face.  i  notice nothing @@@@@,,,@,
@,@,@,@,,@ until  my chin is wet. wipe it off  with @,,,,@,,@@
,@@@@@@@,@ the back of my hand. but  i usually keep @@,,,@@,@,
,@,,,,,,@@           crying for a while.            @,@,,@,@@@
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@,,@,,,,@@ i  theorize  some  kind of  resonance in ,,,,@@,,@,
@@,@@,,,@,   the neural interface; some saturation  @,,,@,@,@@
,,@@,@,,@@ signal  being tripped? the connection is ,@,,@@@@@,
,,@,@@@,@,        imperfect and often induces       @@@,@,,,,@
@,@@@,,@@@  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  @,,@@@,,,@
,@@,,@,@,, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,@,@,,@,,@
@@,@,@@@@,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  @@@@@,@@,@
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@,@,,,@,,@ and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far @@,,,@,@@,
@@@@,,@@,@ fetched  that something  like  that  can ,,@,,@@@,@
,,,,@,@,@@  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  @,@@,@,,@@
@,,,@@@@@,    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     ,@@,@@@,@,
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