jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt   the   all    too    familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of  sound and colors, and  the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,     i    thought. 
                                          
 some  birds  tweeted   and   the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind"  all other sound, like when you 
 daydream  and  see   what  you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i walked  toward  my bike  i noticed 
 that  there  was a strange humming sound 
 going  on, a dark, metallic,  drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all directions,  acting  as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i rode toward my  house  i understood 
 that  this hum  was in  the other "sound 
             space" as well.              
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing  in tune with 
 the  sound,  so  i could find it on  the 
 piano  later.   it  was   a   g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all sense  of  proportion; 
 when i  looked  at them  they would fill 
 my entire vision,  and without  anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being percieved  as very  small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in  the middle of  the day  in a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got struck  by 
 fear  and  climbed  a great  height.  my 
 inner  organs  were  tugged  by a second 
 gravity.  this  made  me feel very  ill, 
 but   it  lessened  if  i  complied  and 
 lunged  my body  in the felt  direction. 
                                          
 this   is  when  i  found   a   dark orb