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¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§§         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
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¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨
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§§¨§§¨§§§¨                (ANECDOTE)                ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§
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§§¨§§§§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ I   WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND ¨§§§§§§¨§¨
§¨§¨¨¨§§¨§ EVERYTHING IS  COMPLETELY  CALM AND DEAD §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨§¨§§§¨§¨ SLOWLY  START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER   MY §¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§§§¨¨§§§¨        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        §¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
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§¨§§§§¨§§¨ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS   ME  AND  I  FEEL §§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§§¨¨¨§§¨§¨   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«.    ¨§¨§§§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§§¨                                          §§§¨¨§§¨§§
§§¨§§§¨¨§§                    ¨¨                    ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§§§§§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§§§§§¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES  INSCRIBED §¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨
§§§§¨¨¨¨§¨ ALL OVER  MY VISION, PRESSING IN,  BEING §¨¨¨§¨§§§§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND.  IT'S LIKE §§§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§§§§¨§¨§§ LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I CAN'T  HIDE FROM, ¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§¨§ FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN  MY MIND, AND ¨§¨§§§¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           §§§¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§§ THEN  I  REALIZE  I CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING ¨§§§¨§§§§§
§§§§§¨§§¨¨      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    §¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨§§§¨§ RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S §§§§§¨¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§§§§§¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§§§ MY SURROUNDINGS  ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
§§§¨§§§¨¨§             ALMOST MOCKING.              §§§¨¨§§¨§¨
¨¨§§¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨§¨§§§§
¨§¨§¨§§§§§ I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I MUST  TRY  TO ¨§§§§§¨¨¨§
§§§§§¨¨¨¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR  SEARCHING §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS  MY  NATURE. TURNING THE §¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨§§§    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     §¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨§  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  §¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§§§§§§¨§¨ DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES -  AFTER §§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§§     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ¨§¨§§§¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS HAPPENED  IN §§§¨¨§§§¨§
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§             THE FIRST PLACE.             ¨¨§¨§¨¨§§¨
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§¨§§§§¨§¨§ MY  EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§§§ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT   TO    MAKE. §¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§                                          §¨§§¨¨§§§¨
§§¨§§¨¨¨§§              BUT I'M TIRED.              §§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF  YOU WANDER  TOO FAR, §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T BE  SO  RECKLESS ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨              WHEN DREAMING?              ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§§¨§§§§§ I IMAGINE  A  PRICK ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S §¨§¨¨§§§§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE  YOU  DO WITH A CAT §§§¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨¨§ WHO  COMES TO  CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨
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