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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                  ¨¨†#†¨¨                 ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§             ¨,;$########$;,¨             ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§         ¨¨¨,,«$# dreams #$«,,¨¨¨         ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§             ¨,;$########$;,¨             ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                  ¨¨†#†¨¨                 ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                    ¨,¨                   ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                ¨†§###§†¨                 ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                    ¨,¨                   ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§         internal visionary state         ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§            the spirit travels            ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§             ¨,;$########$;,¨             ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                   ¨«¨                    ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                  a cost                  ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                (anecdote)                ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                    ,,                    ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ everything is  completely calm  and dead ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ slowly   start  to  piece   together  my ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§        consciousness and my body.        ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§    acutely sick. something is «wrong«.   ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                    ¨¨                    ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ there are circles and  crosses inscribed ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§    their internal logic changing and     ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ language, sentences i  can't  hide from, ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§           doing damage there.            ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§      because there's something there     ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§    already, droning everything out, a    ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§        particular microtonality.         ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                    ,,                    ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§              almost mocking.             ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ relief, such is my nature.  turning  the ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ does noting... but  time  does  -  after ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ doubting  anything  of  this happened in ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§             the first place.             ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§              but i'm tired.              ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                    ¨                     ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                  ,,«;«,,                 ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                    ¨                     ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ this can happen if  you wander too  far, ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§              when dreaming?              ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ i  imagine  a prick on the  nose, that's ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ what these are. like  you do with a  cat ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ who comes  to  close to your sandwich... ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§