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##@#§*^~,¨ internal visionary state ¨,~^*§#@##
@§§§^^,¨¨¨ ¨¨¨,^^§§§@
@§§^~~,¨¨¨ the spirit travels ¨¨¨,~~^§§@
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#*~~¨¨¨¨¨¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨¨¨¨¨¨~~*#
##@#§*^~,¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨,~^*§#@##
@##§^^,,,¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨,,,^^§##@
##@#§*^~,¨ consciousness and my body. ¨,~^*§#@##
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##@#§*^~,¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨,~^*§#@##
##@#§*^~,¨ acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. ¨,~^*§#@##
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###@§*^~,¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨,~^*§@###
##@#§*^~,¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨,~^*§#@##
##@#§*^~,¨ their internal logic changing and ¨,~^*§#@##
#*~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~*#
##@#§*^~,¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨,~^*§#@##
@##§**^~,¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨,~^**§##@
#*~,,,¨¨¨¨ doing damage there. ¨¨¨¨,,,~*#
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##@#§*^~,¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨,~^*§#@##
@#**~,,¨¨¨ because there's something there ¨¨¨,,~**#@
##@#§*^~,¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨,~^*§#@##
##@#§*^~,¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨,~^*§#@##
##@#§*^~,¨ particular microtonality. ¨,~^*§#@##
@#*^,,,¨¨¨ ¨¨¨,,,^*#@
##@#§*^~,¨ ,, ¨,~^*§#@##
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##@#§*^~,¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨,~^*§#@##
#**~¨¨¨¨¨¨ almost mocking. ¨¨¨¨¨¨~**#
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##@#§*^~,¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨,~^*§#@##
@#*~~,,¨¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨¨¨,,~~*#@
#@#§§*^~,¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨,~^*§§#@#
##§^~¨¨¨¨¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨¨¨¨~^§##
#*^,,¨¨¨¨¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨¨¨¨¨,,^*#
###@§*^~,¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨,~^*§@###
#*~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~*#
##@#§*^~,¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨,~^*§#@##
#***~,¨¨¨¨ the first place. ¨¨¨¨,~***#
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##§^,¨¨¨¨¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨¨¨¨¨,^§##
##@#§*^~,¨ i don't know what to make. ¨,~^*§#@##
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##@#§*^~,¨ but i'm tired. ¨,~^*§#@##
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##@#§*^~,¨ ,,~^~,, ¨,~^*§#@##
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##@#§*^~,¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨,~^*§#@##
###@#*^~,¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨,~^*#@###
@@##§*^~,¨ when dreaming? ¨,~^*§##@@
#§§*^,¨¨¨¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨,^*§§#
##§^,¨¨¨¨¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨¨¨¨,^§##
@§§§§*^~,¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨,~^*§§§§@
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