jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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¨&&&&¨¨&&& i felt the all too familiar &&&¨¨&&&&¨
¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&& constriction of everything, the &&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨
&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨& vividness of sound and colors, and the &¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&
¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ narrowed attention span. ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨
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¨¨&&¨¨&&¨¨ here it comes, i thought. ¨&&&¨¨&&¨¨
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¨¨&&&&&&¨¨ some birds tweeted and the sound &¨¨¨&&&&¨¨
&¨¨&&&&¨¨& reverberated in my head, seemingly ¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ "behind" all other sound, like when you &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&¨¨¨¨&&¨ daydream and see what you imagine ¨¨&&&&&&&&
&&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ clearer than what you look at. &¨¨&&&&&&&
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¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨ as i walked toward my bike i noticed ¨&&¨¨&&&&&
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ that there was a strange humming sound ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ¨&&&&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨&&&&&&¨ monotone thing coming from seemingly ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨&&&&¨¨ all directions, acting as a backdrop ¨¨¨¨¨&&&&&
&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨& for all other sound. &&&&¨¨&&&&
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¨¨¨¨¨&&&&¨ as i rode toward my house i understood &&¨¨&&¨¨&¨
&&&&¨¨&&¨¨ that this hum was in the other "sound ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ space" as well. &&&&&&&&&¨
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&&&¨¨&&&&& (i recorded myself singing in tune with &&&&&&&¨¨&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& the sound, so i could find it on the ¨&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&& piano later. it was a g sharp). ¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨¨& things lost all sense of proportion; ¨&¨&&&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&& when i looked at them they would fill ¨&¨¨&&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨¨& my entire vision, and without anything ¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&& changing visually they would oscillate ¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨¨& between being percieved as very small ¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&& or enourmously big. ¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&& in the middle of the day in a forest ¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨¨& with nobody around, i got struck by ¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&& fear and climbed a great height. my ¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨¨& inner organs were tugged by a second ¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&& gravity. this made me feel very ill, ¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨¨& but it lessened if i complied and ¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&& lunged my body in the felt direction. ¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&& this is when i found a dark orb ¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨
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