jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ i felt the all too familiar ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨ constriction of everything, the ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ vividness of sound and colors, and the &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨ narrowed attention span. &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
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¨&¨¨¨&¨&&¨ here it comes, i thought. ¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨& some birds tweeted and the sound ¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨& reverberated in my head, seemingly ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨& "behind" all other sound, like when you ¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ daydream and see what you imagine ¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ clearer than what you look at. &¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& as i walked toward my bike i noticed ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ that there was a strange humming sound &¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨ monotone thing coming from seemingly ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ all directions, acting as a backdrop ¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨ for all other sound. &¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨ as i rode toward my house i understood &&&¨¨¨&¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&& that this hum was in the other "sound &¨&&¨¨¨&¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨& space" as well. ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&¨
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&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨& (i recorded myself singing in tune with &¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨
¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ the sound, so i could find it on the &&¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ piano later. it was a g sharp). ¨&&¨¨¨&&&¨
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¨&&&&¨¨&&& things lost all sense of proportion; ¨&&&¨&¨&¨&
&&¨¨¨&¨&¨¨ when i looked at them they would fill ¨&¨¨&&&&&&
¨¨&¨¨&&&&¨ my entire vision, and without anything ¨&&¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&¨&¨¨¨& changing visually they would oscillate &&¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨&¨&&&¨¨& between being percieved as very small ¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨&¨& or enourmously big. ¨¨&¨&¨&&¨¨
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¨¨&&¨&&&¨¨ in the middle of the day in a forest ¨¨&¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨&¨&&¨¨&¨ with nobody around, i got struck by &¨&&¨¨¨&¨¨
&&&&&¨&¨&& fear and climbed a great height. my &&&¨&¨¨&&¨
&¨¨¨¨&&&&¨ inner organs were tugged by a second &¨¨&&&¨&¨&
¨&¨¨¨&¨¨¨& gravity. this made me feel very ill, &&¨&¨¨&&&&
&&&¨¨&&¨¨& but it lessened if i complied and ¨¨&&&¨&¨¨¨
&¨¨&¨&¨&¨& lunged my body in the felt direction. &¨&¨¨&&&¨¨
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&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ this is when i found a dark orb ¨¨¨¨&&&¨&&
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