maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why  the collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,  history   is  always 
 defined   by  what   we  think   it  is. 
                                          
 battle  between  fungal  species? are we 
 too  powerful   and   will   create  the 
 mushroom   again,      inside? 
                                          
 dreams  are  of the network. "gateway to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"   and    "fruit" 
     (bassically   inorganic    and     
         organic    materials)        
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to  thin out the border 
 between   dream   and  reality.  between 
 dream and dream. last  one  told me that 
 work  was caging  me in a  damp and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they  brainwash me at work by  having my 
 password  be  bad for my  fingers, makes 
 me  physically ill to type it, and  then 
 they reject fourty percent  of  my login 
 attempts  to  have  me  type  it   more, 
                                          
 i  call  an emergency hotline: "we can't 
 tell  you  what's wrong  with  you. your 
 story   is  your   own,  nobody  elses."