view from the tower            
                       
                       
                                          
 when i got home from  away, climbed all 
 the  way  to the top,  and there  was  a 
 bird in my room, not too unreasonable  a 
 bird but still  an  unwelcome  guest  at 
 this  hour,  that  had  let himself  in. 
                                          
 the window was open and so  i  waved  my 
 arms  and he flew out. but as soon  as i 
       turned around, he was back.       
                                          
                                     
 i   took  the   jackdaw   by   my   hand 
 threw    it    out   the   window,   and 
       into what i'm shielded from        
    watched him fall and turned around    
     held his gaze throughout the fall    
     in spite he did not move at all      
                                     
                                          
 i  heard the thump as he hit the ground. 
 my  mother came  running.  "angel!  what 
 did you do?"                             
                                          
 don't come in  here, i  wanted  to  say, 
 but she  would come anyway and so i kept 
 it  to  myself.  "are   you   allright?" 
                                          
 "i  hurt  a  bird", and i  could see him 
 through the  windows, trying to fly with 
 his wings  somehow inverted. they  would 
 not bear  him,  and he  was  infuriated.