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,.~^^^%%%§ orange-clad train-climber crew, moving §%%%^^^~.,
,.~^%%%§## along the rusty cargo cars like some ##§%%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### species of ferrophage insect. up and ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### down the train, checking bolts, oiling ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### joints, drinking coffee, smoking ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### cigarettes. ###§%%^~.,
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,.~^%%%§§§ we were going south through finland at §§§%%%^~.,
,.~%%§#### the time, sleeping close to the ####§%%~.,
,.~^%%§### furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ###§%%^~.,
,,,,,,.~%§ twenty-something members of the crew, §%~.,,,,,,
,,,,.^^%%# most of which were mechanics, or #%%^^.,,,,
,.~^%%§### loaders, with large and hairy hands ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### that could swallow my entire body. and ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### me featuring as the cute and asocial ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### radio operator, stationed in the back ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%§#### of the kilometer-long train, which ####§%^~.,
,,,,,,,~%§ served me good and well. §%~,,,,,,,
,.~^%%§### ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### and then one night, there's a missile. ###§%%^~.,
,,,.~~^%%# we would routinely pick up new cars at #%%^~~.,,,
,..~~^%§## the tail, and drop some off, as a way ##§%^~~..,
,.~^%%§### of earning some extra money. but a ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### missile, and appearing silently in the ###§%%^~.,
,,,,,~^%## middle of the night at that? not ##%^~,,,,,
,,,,,.^%§§ entirely... comfortable. §§%^.,,,,,
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,.~^%%§### i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§§§# many others awake, they know nothing #§§§%%^~.,
,,,~^^^%§§ about it, and appear concerned as well. §§%^^^~,,,
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,.~^%%§### when i fall awake in the afternoon, ###§%%^~.,
,,,.^^%%§# karl is there, smiling at me. "hey #§%%^^.,,,
,.~^%%§### boy," he says, "wanna help me make a ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### call?" ###§%%^~.,
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,.~^%%§### after he's brought me coffee, i dial ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### the frequency from his notebook, and ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### after a while there's a reply in ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§§§# reply in the same language. even though #§§§%%^~.,
,,,,.^^%%§ we both have headphones i can't follow §%%^^.,,,,
,.~^%%§### at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### few times. ###§%%^~.,
,,,..~~%§# #§%~~..,,,
,,,,,,.^%§ i'm almost snoozing again at the time §%^.,,,,,,
,.~^%%§### karl puts down the headphones and slaps ###§%%^~.,
,,,.~%%§## me on my back. "allright boy. i just ##§%%~.,,,
,.~^%%§### sold a missile." he practically beams ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a ###§%%^~.,
,.~^%%§### detour?" ###§%%^~.,
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