all i  want is  eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want   is  to  be 
 strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes 
   i'm  on an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking into  the earth's embrace   
 the snakes  like  waves  over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids closing   all  i 
 want is  to be  strapped to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me 
   i  want to be healed by  an angel 
 or                a                demon