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....~=**&# all i want is  eternal bliss?  ===== all #&**=~....
...~=**&## i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ##&**=~...
..~=**&### sleep.  =====  all  i  want   is  to  be ###&**=~..
.~=**&#### strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and ####&**=~.
..~=**&### injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ###&**=~..
...~=**&## =====  gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes ##&**=~...
....~=**&# ===== i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly #&**=~....
.....~=**& sinking into the  earth's embrace  ===== &**=~.....
......~=** the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ===== **=~......
.....~=**& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &**=~.....
....~=**&# rain ===== eyelids closing  =====  all i #&**=~....
...~=**&## want is  to be strapped to  a chair, and ##&**=~...
..~=**&### have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me ###&**=~..
.~=**&#### ===== i  want  to be healed by  an angel ####&**=~.
..~=**&### or                a                demon ###&**=~..
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