all i want is eternal  bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want   is  to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes 
   i'm on  an astral  plane,  slowly 
 sinking into the earth's  embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids  closing   all i 
 want is to be  strapped  to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me 
  i  want to be  healed by an  angel 
 or                a                demon