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@*/~...... all i want is  eternal  bliss? ~~~~~ all ......~/*@
##@@**/~,. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .,~/**@@##
##@@**/~,. sleep.  ~~~~~  all  i  want  is   to  be .,~/**@@##
#@@*///~,. strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and .,~///*@@#
###@**/~,. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .,~/**@###
##@@**/~,. ~~~~~  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes .,~/**@@##
@@*~~..... ~~~~~ i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly .....~~*@@
##@@**/~,. sinking into  the earth's embrace  ~~~~~ .,~/**@@##
@*/~~..... the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ~~~~~ .....~~/*@
##@@**/~,. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .,~/**@@##
##@@**/~,. rain ~~~~~  eyelids closing  ~~~~~ all i .,~/**@@##
##@@**/~,. want is to  be strapped to a  chair, and .,~/**@@##
#@@*~,.... have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me ....,~*@@#
##@@**/~,. ~~~~~  i  want to be healed  by an angel .,~/**@@##
##@@**/~,. or                a                demon .,~/**@@##
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