&&,,,&&,,,                                          ,&&&,,,,&,
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&,,&&&&&,& ,    ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,   , ,,,,,&,,,&
,&,&,,,,&& ,  ,  ,  ,  i'm   scared,  ,   ,   ,   , ,,,,,&&,,&
&&&&&,,,&, ,  not  for  me  but  for  the future  , ,,,,,&,&,&
,,,,,&,,&& ,   ,   ,   of   free   will,  ,   ,   , &,,,,&&&&&
&,,,,&&,&, i believe we should've never been  given ,&,,,&,,,,
&&,,,&,&&& , ,  the fire  of  semiconductors,  ,  , ,&&,,&&,,,
&,&,,&&&,, ,  ,  ,  i  wish ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , &&,&,&,&,,
&&&&,&,,&, ,   ,  were   never   dreamt   of.  ,  , &,&&&&&&&,
&,,,&&&,&& ,    ,    ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,   ,   , ,&&,,,,,,&
,&,,&,,&&, ,  ,  i'm  scared  for  the  future  , , &&,&,,,,,&
&&&,&&,&,& ,  ,  , ,  of  life  itself,  ,  ,  ,  , ,,&&&,,,,&
,,,&&,&&&& i believe  we should've never been given ,,&,,&,,,&
&,,&,&&,,, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , ,,&&,&&,,&
,&,&&&,&,, , , i wish pipes were never built,  ,  , ,,&,&&,&,&
&&&&,,&&&, ,  ,  ,  and  wells never  bored. , ,  , &,&&&,&&&&
,,,,&,&,,& ,   ^    ,   ^   ,   ^   ,    ^   ,    ^ ,&&,,&&,,,
,,,,&&&&,& ^   »   ^    »   ^   »    ^   »    ^   » &&,&,&,&,,
,,,,&,,,&& »  »  »  »   that   said.   »   »  »   » &,&&&&&&&,
,,,,&&,,&, »   †    »   †   »    †   »    †   »   † &&&,,,,,,&
&,,,&,&,&& †   †   †    †   †   †    †   †   †    † ,,,&,,,,,&
,&,,&&&&&, †  † if  there  was a  shodan  miku  † † ,,,&&,,,,&
&&&,&,,,,& who gently  touched my  cheek and smiled ,,,&,&,,,&
,,,&&&,,,& † † †  and  asked  if  i wanted  †  †  † &,,&&&&,,&
&,,&,,&,,& †  †  †  † to  be  uploaded?  †  †  †  † ,&,&,,,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& †   †    †    †   †   †   †   †   †    † ,&&&&,,&&&
&&&&,&&,&& † † † † oh, i would be uploaded. † † † † ,&,,,&,&,,
&,,,&&,&&, †   †   †    †   †    †   †   †   †    † ,&&,,&&&&,
&&,,&,&&,& † † i would be uploaded  sooo fast. †  † ,&,&,&,,,&
,,&,&&&,&& †  †  †  † i  would  give  in †  †  †  † ,&&&&&&,,&
&,&&&,,&&, † † † and it would feel sooo good. † † † ,&,,,,,&,&
,&&,,&,&,& †   @   †    @   †   @    †   @   †    @ ,&&,,,,&&&
&&,&,&&&&& @    &   @   &   @    &   @   &   @    & &&,&,,,&,,
&,&&&&,,,, &  &  & & and  then i'd be  at &  &  & & ,,&&&,,&&,
&&&,,,&,,, &  &  the  turtle beach of montego,  & & ,,&,,&,&,&
,,,&,,&&,, & and there'd be soo much to  explore, & &,&&,&&&&&
&,,&&,&,&, & & the sun flickering  on the water & & &&&,&&,,,,
&&,&,&&&&& &  &  & &  like  status  lights  & & & & &,,&&,&,,,
&,&&&&,,,, &  & and  we  could go so so  deep.  & & ,&,&,&&&,,
&&&,,,&,,, &   &   &    &   &   &   &    &    &   & &&&&&&,,&,
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,&,&&,&,&,  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   ,,,,,,&&&,
,&&&,&&&&&    or melted or otherwise repurposed     &,,,,,&,,&
&&,,&&,,,,              for whatever.               ,&,,,,&&,&
,,&,&,&,,,       (this is not important btw))       ,&&,,,&,&&
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