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¨.«=*§#### now,  usually i  feel good (maybe?), but ####§*=«.¨
¨...«*§§@@ this  time  of confusion  also leads  to @@§§*«...¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=§## all  analyzes ending  in  "useless" -  i ##§=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.«=*# was  being bothered  by  something  in a #*=«.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.««*## song or movie  or book, so  i think, how ##*««.¨¨¨¨
¨.«=*§#@## would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## purpose of  this  process, what  does it ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## consist of...? and through  the  process ##@#§*=«.¨
¨¨¨¨¨«*### more and more  pieces  falls  off  until ###*«¨¨¨¨¨
¨.«=*§#@@@     i'm standing there with nothing.     @@@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@##                                          ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## reductionist hell -                      ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##@#§*=«.¨
¨¨..««*§## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##§*««..¨¨
¨.«=*§###@ abstract they are, the things, until     @###§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## they cease to be things at all           ##@#§*=«.¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=**#                                          #**=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨.«=*§#@## are we just stacked triangles? there is  ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## can not shelter me in any meaningful     ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## sense.                                   ##@#§*=«.¨
¨¨¨¨¨«*#@#                                          #@#*«¨¨¨¨¨
¨.«=*§##@# and when i can't even anchor myself,     #@##§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@@# when i am nothing but the question, it   #@@#§*=«.¨
¨.«===§§@@ feels like it can all slip through my    @@§§===«.¨
¨.«=*§#@## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##@#§*=«.¨
¨.«=*§#@@@ was after that.                          @@@#§*=«.¨
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