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£§**~,,,,, now, usually i  feel good (maybe?),  but ,,,,,~**§£
¶£§**~,,,, this  time of confusion  also  leads  to ,,,,~**§£¶
#¶£§**~,,, all  analyzes  ending in "useless"  -  i ,,,~**§£¶#
##¶£§**~,, was being  bothered by  something  in  a ,,~**§£¶##
###¶£§**~, song or  movie or book, so i think,  how ,~**§£¶###
##¶£§**~,, would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ,,~**§£¶##
#¶£§**~,,, purpose  of this process, what  does  it ,,,~**§£¶#
¶£§**~,,,, consist of...?  and through the  process ,,,,~**§£¶
£§**~,,,,, more  and  more  pieces  falls off until ,,,,,~**§£
§**~,,,,,,     i'm standing there with nothing.     ,,,,,,~**§
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*~,,,,,,,, reductionist hell -                      ,,,,,,,,~*
~,,,,,,,,, i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ,,,,,,,,,~
,,,,,,,,,, bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ,,,,,,,,,,
~,,,,,,,,, abstract they are, the things, until     ,,,,,,,,,~
*~,,,,,,,, they cease to be things at all           ,,,,,,,,~*
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§**~,,,,,, are we just stacked triangles? there is  ,,,,,,~**§
£§**~,,,,, nothing i can do with triangles. they    ,,,,,~**§£
¶£§**~,,,, can not shelter me in any meaningful     ,,,,~**§£¶
#¶£§**~,,, sense.                                   ,,,~**§£¶#
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###¶£§**~, and when i can't even anchor myself,     ,~**§£¶###
##¶£§**~,, when i am nothing but the question, it   ,,~**§£¶##
#¶£§**~,,, feels like it can all slip through my    ,,,~**§£¶#
¶£§**~,,,, fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ,,,,~**§£¶
£§**~,,,,, was after that.                          ,,,,,~**§£
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