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&&.&&&..&. soothe.dream &&&.&...&&
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&&&&..&&&. i find myself using soothing magic. &&.&&&.&.&
...&.&..&& this is bad. it's only eleven forty, .&&..&&&&.
..&&&&.&.& and i have to stay in the work mill for &.&.&...&.
.&...&&&&& many hours to come. &&&&&..&&.
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.&.&&..... the tricks are always needed come ...&&&&&&&
&&&.&..... evening, to cope, to remain a living ..&......&
..&&&....& being in spite all this, the state of .&&.....&.
.&..&...&& it... an act of personal quiet &.&....&&.
&&.&&..&.. rebellion, to survive. &&&...&.&.
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&.&&&&.&.& but now i've used the magic too early. .&&.&....&
&&...&&&&. it will wane off and become powerless. &.&&&...&.
.&..&...&. &&..&..&&&
&&.&&..&&. i am religious at sunrise and .&.&&.&..&
.&&.&.&.&& existentialist at sundown. then i go &&&.&&&.&.
&.&&&&&&.& home, my mana wasted on the capricous ..&&..&&&.
&&.....&&. pursuits of the enemy, my employer. .&.&.&..&&
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