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,&&,,,,,,, something's  inside  of  me and  i  know ,&&,,,,&,,
,,,,&&&&&& this  because  of  how   nice  it  feels ,,,,&&,,,&
,&&,,&&&&,                                          &&&,,,,&,,
,,,,,,&&,, \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ &&,,&&,,,&
,&&&&,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,&,,
,,&&,,&&&& there are brown spots on  my hands. they &&&&&&,,,&
,,,,,,,&&&    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ,&&&&,,&,,
&&&&&&,,&& appearing  again. this is almost erotic. ,,&&,,,,,&
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,&&&,,&&,, there is a spy in  my eyes, installed to &&&&,,&,,,
,,&,,,,,,& identify these spots and  to give  me an &&&,,,,,&&
,,,,&&&&,,     appropriate reaction (positive).     &&,,&&&,,,
&&&,,&&,,,                                          ,,,,,&,,&&
&&,,,,,,&& when i gather all my  willpower, and set &&&&,,,,,&
&,,&&&&,,& it  ablaze   all   at   once,  the  most &&&,,&&&,,
,,,,&&,,,, resistance i can muster is indifference. &&,,,,&,,,
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