SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS   BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE  ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING  AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A  SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO GIVE  ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY  WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT  ABLAZE  ALL   AT   ONCE,   THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.