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&&&,,&&&&& SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ,&&,,&&,,&
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&&,,&&,,&, ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ,&&&,,,,&&
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,,&&&&&&&& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE &,,,,,,,,,
&,,&&&&&&& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ,,&&&&&&&&
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,,,,,,,,&, RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ,,,&&&&&,,
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,,&&,,&&&& OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER &&&&&,,&,,
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,,&&&&,,,, THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ,&&,,&&&,,
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