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¨§§¨¨§¨¨§¨ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
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¨§§§§§¨§§¨ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS §§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
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§§§§¨¨§¨§§ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨§§§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨¨§§§¨¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§§
¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨§§§¨§¨§¨
¨¨§§§§¨§§§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨§¨¨§§§§§
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§§§§¨¨§¨§¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §§§¨§§§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨§§§§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«. ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨
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§§¨¨¨¨§§¨§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨§§¨§§¨¨§§
¨§§§¨¨§§§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨¨§§¨§§§§§
§§§¨§§§§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§¨¨¨§§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§§¨¨§§§¨¨
§¨§§§§§¨§§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§¨ ¨§¨§§§§¨§§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §§§§¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨§§§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§§
¨§¨§§§§§§¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. §¨¨¨§§§¨§¨
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§§¨§¨§§§¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§
¨¨§§§§¨¨§§ ALMOST MOCKING. §¨¨§§§¨§¨§
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¨§§§¨¨§§§§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨§¨¨§§§¨¨
¨§§¨§§§§¨¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §§§§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨¨¨¨§§§¨§§
§§§§¨§¨¨§§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨¨¨§§§¨§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §§¨¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §¨§¨§¨§§§§
§§§¨§§¨§¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§§§§§§¨¨¨
§¨¨§§¨§§§¨ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
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§¨§§§§¨§¨§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§§§§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
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§¨§§§¨§§¨¨ BUT I'M TIRED. §§§§¨¨¨§§¨
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¨§§¨¨§¨¨§¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨§¨§§¨§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨§§§§¨¨§§¨
¨§§§§§¨§§¨ WHEN DREAMING? §§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨§¨¨§§§§§
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§¨¨§§§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
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