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¨¨¨§§§§¨§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨
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¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §§¨§§§§§§¨
§¨§¨§§¨¨§¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
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¨¨¨§§§§¨§¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
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¨§§§§¨§¨¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§§§¨¨§¨
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¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §¨§§§§§§§¨
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