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,#,###,,##         internal visionary state         #,##,,#,,,
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######,### i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second #,##,###,#
,,,,,,##,, everything is  completely calm and  dead ###,##,,##
#,,,,,#,#, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i #,,##,#,#,
##,,,,#### slowly  start  to   piece  together   my ,#,#,#####
,,#,,,#,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,#####,,,,
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,,#,#,#,#, then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel ,##,,,##,,
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##,#,,#,,, all over  my vision,  pressing in, being ,#,##,,,,#
,,###,##,, almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, ,###,#,,,#
#,#,,##,#,     their internal logic changing and    ,#,,###,,#
,###,#,### grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ###,#,,#,#
##,,####,, language,  sentences i can't  hide from, #,,###,###
,,#,#,,,#, forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ,#,#,,##,,
,,####,,##            doing damage there.           #####,#,#,
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#,##,,#### then  i  realize  i can't hear  anything ##,,,#,,,,
###,#,#,,,     because there's something there      #,#,,##,,,
#,,#####,,    already, droning everything out, a    ####,#,#,,
##,#,,,,#, rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,,,,#####,
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#,#,,,##,# my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's ,,#,#,,,##
,###,,#,##              almost mocking.             ,,####,,#,
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###,###,,# i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ,###,,###,
#,,##,,#,# escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ##,,#,#,,#
,#,#,#,### relief, such is  my nature.  turning the #,#,####,#
########,,     lights on does nothing... getting    #####,,,##
,,,,,,,,#,  outside does nothing... drinking water  #,,,,#,,#,
,,,,,,,,## does  noting...  but time does  -  after ##,,,##,##
#,,,,,,,#,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     #,#,,#,##,
##,,,,,,## doubting  anything of  this  happened in ,###,###,#
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###,#,,,#, my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ,,,#######
,,,###,,## i    don't   know    what    to    make. ,,,#,,,,,,
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,#,###,,## this can happen  if you wander too  far, #,##,,#,,,
,###,,#,#, i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless ,##,#,##,,
,#,,#,####              when dreaming?              ,#,####,#,
,##,###,,, i  imagine  a prick on the nose,  that's ,###,,,###
##,##,,#,, what these are. like you  do with a  cat ,#,,#,,#,,
#,##,#,##, who comes to  close to  your sandwich... ,##,##,##,
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