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§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ (ANECDOTE) ¨§§§¨¨§§§§
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§§§§§¨¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨§
§§§§§§§¨¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§§¨¨§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨§§§§§§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨¨§§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨ §§¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§§§§§§§§§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=. §§§§¨¨¨§§§
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¨§§§§§¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §§¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§§¨¨§§§§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§§§§¨¨§§§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§§§§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
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¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §§§¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨¨§§§§§§§
§¨¨§§§§§¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨¨¨¨§§§§§§
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨§§¨¨§§§§§
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§§§§§§§§§¨ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨§§§§§§§¨¨ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
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¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨¨§§§§§¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨¨§§§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨¨§§§¨¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§§§¨¨¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§§¨¨¨§§¨¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨§§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
§§§¨¨¨§§¨¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§§§§¨¨¨¨§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ THE FIRST PLACE. §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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§§§§¨¨§§¨¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨¨¨¨§§§§§
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
§§¨¨§§§§¨¨ §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨¨§§§§¨¨§§
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¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §§¨¨¨¨§§§§
¨§¨¨¨¨§§§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨ WHEN DREAMING? §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §¨¨§§§§§§§
§¨¨§§§§§§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨¨¨¨§§§§§§
¨¨¨¨§§§§§§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§§¨¨§§§§§
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