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§§§§¨§§§§¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨§§§§§§¨¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§§§§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§§§¨¨¨§§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨
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§§§¨¨§§¨§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§§¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=. §§§§¨¨§§§§
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¨§§¨§§¨¨§§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §¨§¨§§¨¨§§
§§¨§§¨§¨§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§§§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§§§§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨¨¨¨§§§§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨§¨¨¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨§§¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨§§§¨§§§¨¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§§¨¨§¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨§§§§§§§¨
¨§§¨§¨§¨§§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨¨¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §§§§¨§§¨¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. §¨¨¨§¨§§§§
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§§¨§¨¨¨§¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §§¨§¨¨§§¨§
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨¨§§§¨§¨§§
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§§§§¨§§§§¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨§§¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§§¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§§§§¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨¨§¨§¨§§§
§§§¨§¨¨¨§§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §§¨§§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§¨§¨¨§¨§§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§§¨§¨¨¨§§
¨¨§§§¨§§§¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §¨¨§§§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§
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§§§¨§§§§§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §§§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§§§§¨¨¨ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨§¨§§§¨¨¨¨
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§¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨§§§¨¨§§§¨
§§¨¨§¨§§§¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨¨§¨§§§¨¨§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨¨§¨§§§§¨§
§¨§§§¨¨§¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨§¨§§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§§§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §§§§¨§§¨§§
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