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¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§§§§¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
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¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
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¨§§§§§¨¨§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨§§¨§§¨¨¨
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¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨§¨¨§§¨¨§
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§§§§¨§§¨§¨ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨¨§¨¨§§§¨¨
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¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨¨§¨§§§¨
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§§¨§§§¨¨§
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¨¨§§¨§§§§§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §§§§¨§¨§§§
§¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§§¨§¨¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
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§§¨§¨§¨§§¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
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¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§§¨§¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§§¨§§¨¨§§
¨§§§§¨§§§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
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