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,,,,«:*$## ##$*:«,,,,
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,,«:*$#### ,,*#*,, ####$*:«,,
,,,«:*$### ,,:$########$:,, ###$*:«,,,
,,,,«:*$## ,,,,,«$# DREAMS #$«,,,,, ##$*:«,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# ,,:$########$:,, #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ ,,*#*,, $*:«,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,«:* ,*#####*, *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ ,,, $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,«:*$## INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ##$*:«,,,,
,,,«:*$### ###$*:«,,,
,,«:*$#### THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ####$*:«,,
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,,,,«:*$## ,,:$########$:,, ##$*:«,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# ,«, #$*:«,,,,,
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,,,,,,,«:* A COST *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«: (ANECDOTE) :«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ ,, $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,«:*$## I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ##$*:«,,,,
,,,«:*$### EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ###$*:«,,,
,,«:*$#### SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ####$*:«,,
,,,«:*$### SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ###$*:«,,,
,,,,«:*$## CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ##$*:«,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«. *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«: :«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* ,, *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,«:*$## ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ##$*:«,,,,
,,,«:*$### ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ###$*:«,,,
,,«:*$#### THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ####$*:«,,
,,,«:*$### GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ###$*:«,,,
,,,,«:*$## LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ##$*:«,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ DOING DAMAGE THERE. $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«: THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING :«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,«:*$## PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ##$*:«,,,,
,,,«:*$### ###$*:«,,,
,,«:*$#### ,, ####$*:«,,
,,,«:*$### ###$*:«,,,
,,,,«:*$## MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ##$*:«,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# ALMOST MOCKING. #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«: ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING :«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,«:*$## DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ##$*:«,,,,
,,,«:*$### THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ###$*:«,,,
,,«:*$#### DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ####$*:«,,
,,,«:*$### THE FIRST PLACE. ###$*:«,,,
,,,,«:*$## ##$*:«,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«: BUT I'M TIRED. :«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* *:«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ , $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# ,,«:«,, #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,«:*$## , ##$*:«,,,,
,,,«:*$### ###$*:«,,,
,,«:*$#### THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ####$*:«,,
,,,«:*$### I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ###$*:«,,,
,,,,«:*$## WHEN DREAMING? ##$*:«,,,,
,,,,,«:*$# I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S #$*:«,,,,,
,,,,,,«:*$ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT $*:«,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«:* WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... *:«,,,,,,,
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