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,&,,,,&&&&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         ,&,,,&,,&&
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,&,,&&,,&&            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,&,&,&&&&,
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&,,,,,&&,&                  A COST                  ,&&&,,&&&&
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&,,&,,&,,&                    --                    &&,,,&,,&,
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&&,&&,&&&, I  WAKE   SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND &&,&,&&,,,
,&&,&&,,&, EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD ,&&&&,&,,&
&,&&,&,&&& SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,,,&&&,&&
&&,&&&&,,, SLOWLY   START  TO   PIECE  TOGETHER  MY &,,&,,&&,,
,&&,,,&,,,        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &,&&,&,&,&
&,&,,&&,,&                                          &&,&&&&&&&
&&&,&,&,&& THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS   ME  AND  I  FEEL ,&&,,,,,,,
,,&&&&&&,&   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.    &,&,,,,,,&
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,&,,,&&&&,                                          ,&&,,,&&&,
&&,,&,,,&& THERE  ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED &,&,,&,,&,
,&,&&,,&,& ALL  OVER MY VISION,  PRESSING IN, BEING &&&,&&,&&&
&&&,&,&&&& ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM  SQUIRM, ,,&&,&&,,&
,,&&&&,,,&    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,,,&,,&& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND.  IT'S LIKE &&&,&&&&&,
&&,,&&,&,& LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I CAN'T  HIDE FROM, ,,&&,,,,&,
,&,&,&&&&& FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN  MY MIND, AND ,&,&,,,&&&
&&&&&,,,,&           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            &&&&,,&,,&
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,,,&&,,&&& THEN I  REALIZE  I CAN'T  HEAR  ANYTHING ,,&&&,&&&,
,,&,&,&,,,      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ,&,,&&,,&,
,&&&&&&,,,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    &&,&,&,&&,
&,,,,,&,,, RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN IT'S ,&&&&&&,&,
&,,,,&&,,,         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        &,,,,,&&&&
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&&&,,&&&&& MY SURROUNDINGS  ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S &,&&&&,&&&
,,&,&,,,,&              ALMOST MOCKING.             &&,,,&&,,,
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&,,,&,,&,, I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY TO &&,&&&&,,,
&,,&&,&&,& ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE  FLOOR SEARCHING ,&&,,,&,,&
&,&,&&,&&, RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY  NATURE. TURNING THE &,&,,&&,&,
&&&&,&&,&,     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    &&&,&,&&&&
,,,&&,&&&&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ,,&&&&,,,,
,,&,&&,,,& DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES -  AFTER ,&,,,&,,,,
,&&&,&,,&&     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &&,,&&,,,,
&,,&&&,&,& DOUBTING ANYTHING  OF  THIS  HAPPENED IN ,&,&,&,,,,
&,&,,&&&&,             THE FIRST PLACE.             &&&&&&,,,&
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,,&&&,,&&& MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE  THOUGH, SCARED. ,,,,&&,&&&
,&,,&,&,,, I    DON'T   KNOW    WHAT    TO    MAKE. ,,,&,&&,,&
&&,&&&&,,,                                          ,,&&&,&,&&
,&&,,,&,,,              BUT I'M TIRED.              ,&,,&&&&,,
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,&,,,,&&&& THIS CAN HAPPEN IF  YOU WANDER TOO  FAR, ,&,,,&,,&&
&&,,,&,,,& I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO RECKLESS &&,,&&,&,&
,&,,&&,,&&              WHEN DREAMING?              ,&,&,&&&&,
&&,&,&,&,& I  IMAGINE  A PRICK  ON THE NOSE, THAT'S &&&&&,,,&,
,&&&&&&&&, WHAT  THESE ARE.  LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ,,,,&,,&&&
&,,,,,,,&& WHO  COMES TO CLOSE  TO YOUR SANDWICH... ,,,&&,&,,&
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