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§§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          §¨¨§§§§¨¨§
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§¨§§§¨¨¨§¨             ¨,†%£######£%†,¨             ¨¨§§§¨¨§§§
¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§         ¨¨¨,,»%# dreams #%»,,¨¨¨         ¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨
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¨§§§§§¨§§§                 ¨¨*£*¨¨                  ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                                          §¨§§§¨§¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨                    ¨,¨                   §§§¨¨§§§¨§
§¨§§¨¨§§§§                ¨*§###§*¨                 §¨¨§¨§¨¨§§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨¨                   ¨,¨                    ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
¨§¨§§§§§¨¨                                          §§§§¨¨¨§§§
§§§§¨¨¨¨§¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨§¨            the spirit travels            ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§                                          §¨¨¨§§§¨§§
§¨§§§§§§§¨             ¨,†%£######£%†,¨             ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                   ¨»¨                    §§§¨§§¨§¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§¨§§§§
§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§                  a cost                  ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨¨¨§                (anecdote)                ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨¨
§¨§§§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨§§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§¨§                    ,,                    §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§                                          §§¨§¨§§§¨§
§¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ¨¨§§§§¨¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ everything is completely  calm  and dead §¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨§§§§§§§¨§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨§§§¨¨§§§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ slowly   start  to   piece  together  my §§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨        consciousness and my body.        §¨§¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨§§§§¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨ then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel §§¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨§¨¨§§¨¨§§   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    ¨¨§¨¨§§¨§¨
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§¨§§§
§§¨§§§§§§§                    ¨¨                    ¨¨§¨§§§§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨¨¨ there are circles  and crosses inscribed §¨§¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ all  over  my vision, pressing in, being §§§§¨§§¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§§
§¨¨§§¨§§¨¨    their internal logic changing and     §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
§§¨§¨§§¨§¨ grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like §§¨¨§§§¨§¨
§¨§§§§¨§§§ language,  sentences i can't hide  from, §¨§¨§¨¨§§§
¨§§¨¨¨§§¨¨ forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ¨§§§§§¨§¨¨
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨            doing damage there.           §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨§§§§¨§§§§                                          §¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
§§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ¨§§§¨¨§§¨§
¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨     because there's something there      ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§
§¨§§¨§§§§¨    already, droning everything out, a    §§§¨§§§§§¨
§§§¨§§¨¨¨§ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨§        particular microtonality.         ¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨§§§¨§                                          §§§§§§§¨¨§
¨§¨§§§¨¨§§                    ,,                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§§§¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
¨¨¨¨§¨§§§§ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨              almost mocking.             ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨                                          §§§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§¨¨¨§§¨§§¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to §¨¨§¨¨¨§§§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§§§¨§§ relief, such  is my  nature. turning the ¨§§§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨§§¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨§¨¨§§§§¨§
§§§§¨§¨§¨§  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§§¨§¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§§§§§ does  noting...  but  time does -  after §§¨§§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §¨§§¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨ doubting  anything  of this happened  in §§§¨§¨§§§¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨             the first place.             §¨¨§§§§¨¨§
¨¨§¨§§§§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨¨¨§¨§
§¨§§§¨¨¨§¨ my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ¨¨§§§¨¨§§§
¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§§¨
¨§§§§§¨§§§              but i'm tired.              ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                                          §¨§§§¨§¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨                    ¨                     §§§¨¨§§§¨§
§¨§§¨¨§§§§                  ,,»†»,,                 §¨¨§¨§¨¨§§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨¨                    ¨                     ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
¨§¨§§§§§¨¨                                          §§§§¨¨¨§§§
§§§§¨¨¨¨§¨ this can  happen if you  wander too far, ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨§¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§ i imagine  a prick  on  the nose, that's §¨¨¨§§§¨§§
§¨§§§§§§§¨ what  these are. like you do  with a cat ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ who comes to  close  to your sandwich... §§§¨§§¨§¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§¨§§§§
§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨¨
§¨§§§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨§§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§¨§                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§                                          §§¨§¨§§§¨§