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@,,@,,@@,@ all i  want is eternal  bliss? ~~~~~ all ,@@@@,@@@@
@,@@,@,@@, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then @,,,@@,,,,
@@,@@@@,@@ sleep.  ~~~~~  all   i  want  is  to  be @,,@,@,,,@
,@@,,,@@,@ strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and @,@@@@,,@,
@,@,,@,@@@ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. @@,,,@,@@,
@@@,@@@,,, ~~~~~  gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes ,@,,@@@,@@
,,@@,,@,,, ~~~~~ i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly @@,@,,@@,,
,@,@,@@,,@ sinking into the earth's  embrace  ~~~~~ ,@@@,@,@,,
@@@@@,@,@, the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ~~~~~ @,,@@@@@,,
,,,,@@@@@, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @,@,,,,@,@
,,,@,,,,@, rain ~~~~~  eyelids  closing ~~~~~ all i @@@,,,@@@@
,,@@,,,@@, want is  to be  strapped to a chair, and ,,@,,@,,,@
,@,@,,@,@@ have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ,@@,@@,,@@
@@@@,@@@,, ~~~~~  i want  to be healed by an  angel @,@@,@,@,@
,,,@@,,@,, or                a                demon @@,@@@@@@,
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