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@,,,,,@@@, all i want  is  eternal bliss? ----- all ,,,,,,@,,@
,@,,,,@,,@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,,,,,,@@,@
@@@,,,@@,@ sleep.  -----  all   i  want  is  to  be ,,,,,,@,@@
,,,@,,@,@@ strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and ,,,,,,@@@,
,,,@@,@@@, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,,,,,,@,,@
@,,@,@@,,@ -----   gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes @,,,,,@@,@
,@,@@@,@,@ -----  i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly ,@,,,,@,@@
@@@@,,@@@@ sinking  into the earth's  embrace ----- @@@,,,@@@,
@,,,@,@,,, the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ----- ,,,@,,@,,@
,@,,@@@@,, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ,,,@@,@@,@
@@@,@,,,@, rain -----  eyelids  closing ----- all i ,,,@,@@,@@
,,,@@@,,@@ want  is to be strapped to  a chair, and ,,,@@@,@@,
,,,@,,@,@, have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me ,,,@,,@@,@
@,,@@,@@@@ ----- i want to  be healed by  an  angel @,,@@,@,@@
,@,@,@@,,, or                a                demon ,@,@,@@@@,
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