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§.§...§§.. all i want  is eternal  bliss? ~~~~~ all ...§....§§
.§§§..§.§. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ...§§...§.
.§..§.§§§§ sleep.  ~~~~~   all  i  want  is  to  be §..§.§..§§
§§§.§§§... strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and §§.§§§§.§.
§..§§..§.. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. §.§§...§§§
.§.§.§.§§. ~~~~~   gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes .§§.§..§..
.§§§§§§§.§ ~~~~~  i'm  on an astral  plane,  slowly .§.§§§.§§.
.§......§§ sinking  into the earth's  embrace ~~~~~ §§§§..§§.§
§§§.....§. the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ~~~~~ §...§.§.§§
...§....§§ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .§..§§§§§.
...§§...§. rain ~~~~~  eyelids  closing ~~~~~ all i .§§.§....§
§..§.§..§§ want  is to be strapped  to a chair, and §§.§§§...§
.§.§§§§.§. have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me ..§§..§..§
§§§§...§§§ ~~~~~ i  want to  be  healed by an angel §.§.§.§§.§
....§..§.. or                a                demon §§§§§§§.§§
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