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#........# all  i want is  eternal bliss? ~~~~~ all ######.##.
##.......# i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ......##.#
..#......# sleep.   ~~~~~  all  i  want  is  to  be ......#.##
#.##.....# strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and #.....###.
###.#....# injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .#....#..#
...###...# ~~~~~  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes .##...##.#
#..#..#..# ~~~~~ i'm  on  an  astral  plane, slowly ##.#..#.##
.#.##.##.# sinking into the earth's  embrace  ~~~~~ #.###.###.
.###.##.## the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ~~~~~ .##..##..#
##..##.##. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .#.#.#.#.#
..#.#.##.# rain  ~~~~~ eyelids closing  ~~~~~ all i .#########
#.#####.## want is to be strapped  to a  chair, and .#........
###....##. have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me .##.......
#..#...#.# ~~~~~  i want  to be healed by an  angel .#.#......
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