all i  want is eternal bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is  to   be 
 strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes 
   i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly 
 sinking  into the  earth's embrace  
 the  snakes  like  waves  over me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids  closing   all i 
 want is  to be  strapped to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me 
  i want to  be  healed by  an angel 
 or                a                demon