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.....^~††£ all i want is eternal  bliss?  ~~~~~ all £††~^.....
...^^††££@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then @££††^^...
.....~†£@@ sleep.  ~~~~~  all  i  want  is  to   be @@£†~.....
....^~~†*£ strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and £*†~~^....
..^^^~†*££ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ££*†~^^^..
.^~††*£@@@ ~~~~~   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes @@@£*††~^.
.^~††††**@ ~~~~~  i'm on  an  astral  plane, slowly @**††††~^.
.^~††*£@@# sinking  into the  earth's embrace ~~~~~ #@@£*††~^.
.^~††*£@@@ the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ~~~~~ @@@£*††~^.
.^~††*£@## muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ##@£*††~^.
.^~††*£@@# rain ~~~~~ eyelids closing ~~~~~  all  i #@@£*††~^.
.^~††*££@@ want  is  to be strapped to a chair, and @@££*††~^.
.^~††*£@## have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ##@£*††~^.
.^~††*£@## ~~~~~ i want  to  be healed by an  angel ##@£*††~^.
.^~††*£@@# or                a                demon #@@£*††~^.
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