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@,@,,@,@,, ALL I WANT  IS ETERNAL BLISS? =====  ALL @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ I  WANT  IS  TOTAL  EUPHORIA,  AND  THEN @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@,@,, SLEEP.  =====  ALL  I  WANT  IS   TO  BE @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ STRAPPED   TO  A   HOSTPITAL   BED   AND @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@,@,, INJECTED  WITH  ALL  KINDS  OF  POISONS. @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ =====  GUTTER   SNAKES,   GROUND  SNAKES @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@,@,, =====  I'M ON AN  ASTRAL  PLANE,  SLOWLY @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ SINKING INTO  THE EARTH'S  EMBRACE ===== @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@,@,, THE SNAKES  LIKE  WAVES  OVER  ME  ===== @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ MUFFLED  SOUND,  LIKE  FARAWAY  CARS  IN @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@,@,, RAIN  ===== EYELIDS CLOSING ===== ALL  I @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ WANT IS  TO BE STRAPPED  TO A CHAIR, AND @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@,@,, HAVE WOLF BLOOD  FORCIBLY PUMPED INTO ME @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ =====  I WANT TO  BE HEALED BY AN  ANGEL @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@,@,, OR                A                DEMON @,@,@,@,@,
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