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,&,&&&&,,& all i want  is  eternal bliss? ««««« all ,&,&,&,,,,
&&&,,,&,&, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &&&&&&,,,,
,,&,,&&&&, sleep.   «««««  all  i  want  is  to  be ,,,,,&,,,&
,&&,&,,,&& strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and ,,,,&&,,&&
&,&&&,,&,& injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,,,&,&,&,&
&&,,&,&&&& «««««   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes ,,&&&&&&&,
,&,&&&,,,, ««««« i'm  on an  astral  plane,  slowly ,&,,,,,,&&
&&&,,&,,,& sinking  into the earth's embrace  ««««« &&,,,,,&,&
,,&,&&,,&, the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ««««« ,&,,,,&&&,
,&&&,&,&&, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &&,,,&,,&,
&,,&&&&,&& rain ««««« eyelids  closing  ««««« all i ,&,,&&,&&,
&,&,,,&&,, want  is  to be strapped to a chair, and &&,&,&&,&&
&&&,,&,&,& have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me ,&&&&,&&,,
,,&,&&&&&& «««««  i want to be  healed by  an angel &,,,&&,&,&
,&&&,,,,,& or                a                demon &,,&,&&&&&
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