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,&&,&&&&&& all i want  is eternal  bliss? ===== all ,&&,,&&&&&
&,&&,,,,,& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &,&,&,,,,&
&&,&,,,,&& sleep.  =====  all  i  want  is   to  be &&&&&,,,&,
,&&&,,,&,& strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and ,,,,&,,&&&
&,,&,,&&&, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,,,&&,&,,&
&,&&,&,,&& =====  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes ,,&,&&&,&,
&&,&&&,&,, =====  i'm  on an astral  plane,  slowly ,&&&,,&&&&
,&&,,&&&,& sinking  into the earth's embrace  ===== &,,&,&,,,,
&,&,&,,&&& the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ===== &,&&&&,,,,
&&&&&,&,,& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &&,,,&,,,&
,,,,&&&,&, rain ===== eyelids  closing =====  all i ,&,,&&,,&,
,,,&,,&&&& want  is  to be strapped to a chair, and &&,&,&,&&,
,,&&,&,,,, have wolf blood  forcibly pumped into me ,&&&&&&,&,
,&,&&&,,,, =====  i  want to  be healed by an angel &,,,,,&&&,
&&&,,&,,,, or                a                demon &,,,,&,,&,
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