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&&.&&&.&&. all i want is eternal bliss?  -----  all .&.&&....&
.&&..&&.&& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &&&.&...&.
&.&.&.&&.. sleep.  -----  all   i  want  is  to  be ..&&&..&&.
&&&&&&.&.& strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and .&..&.&.&&
.....&&&&. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &&.&&&&&..
....&...&. -----   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes .&&....&..
...&&..&&. -----  i'm  on  an astral  plane, slowly &.&...&&..
..&.&.&.&. sinking  into  the earth's embrace ----- &&&..&.&..
.&&&&&&&&& the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ----- ..&.&&&&..
&......... muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .&&&...&..
&......... rain ----- eyelids  closing  ----- all i &..&..&&.&
&........& want  is to be strapped to a  chair, and &.&&.&.&&.
&.......&. have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me &&.&&&&.&&
&......&&. ----- i  want to  be healed by  an angel .&&...&&..
&.....&.&. or                a                demon &.&..&.&.&
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