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.&..&.&..& all  i want is eternal  bliss? ««««« all .&.&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&.&& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &&.&..&..&
.&..&.&..& sleep.  «««««  all  i   want  is  to  be .&.&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&.&& strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and &&.&..&..&
.&..&.&..& injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .&.&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&.&& «««««  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes &&.&..&..&
.&..&.&..& «««««  i'm on  an  astral plane,  slowly .&.&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&.&& sinking  into  the earth's embrace ««««« &&.&..&..&
.&..&.&..& the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ««««« .&.&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&.&& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &&.&..&..&
.&..&.&..& rain «««««  eyelids closing  ««««« all i .&.&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&.&& want  is to be strapped to a chair,  and &&.&..&..&
.&..&.&..& have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me .&.&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&.&& «««««  i want to  be  healed by an angel &&.&..&..&
.&..&.&..& or                a                demon .&.&.&&.&&
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