all i want is  eternal bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.     all  i  want  is  to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes 
   i'm  on an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking  into  the earth's embrace  
 the  snakes  like waves  over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids  closing  all i 
 want  is to be strapped to  a chair, and 
 have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me 
  i want  to be  healed  by an angel 
 or                a                demon