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@¨@@¨@¨@¨@         = mirage class goth gf =         @¨@¨@¨@¨@@
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@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  trusted car, and sometimes my mothers   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@   barn. we lived just outside town, a    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   grove at the end of a dirt road, and   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@  the barn was placed so you could just   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  make out the surrounding fields through @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                the trees.                @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@    my car was black and loud, both the   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   engine and the way the parts didn't    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@     really stick together. i took my     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@   eternal dark that seemed to surround   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   us. she seemed to cast this veil over  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@  everything. her black skirt reached to  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   her knees but then somehow also back   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@   around, enveloping all my memories of  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@            our time together.            @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  there was blood everywhere. sometimes   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@  the blood was her red lipstick or her   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  checkered shirt. she was on television. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@      we did crime, and we made weird     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  structures in the barn, tall pillars of @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@  dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  and fairy lights. we would sleep there  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@ and drink there and she would go in the  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@               television.                @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@ and then the sun came out, and she went  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@  away. everything changed... i yearned,  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   and the world became dull around me.   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@    i stopped doing crime, except when    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@  necessarry. things somehow seemed like  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  they were allright, moulded in place,   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@   and i loathed it ------ i missed her   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@                 so much.                 @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
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@¨@@¨@¨@¨@            ~~~~~,,¨ ¨,,~~~~~             @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  i searched for her, but nobody had any  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@    memories of her. not so much of me    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@ either, from the time we were together.  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@  my mother said i kept to myself in the  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@           barn, or in the car.           @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@      sometimes i could still see her     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@    flashing by on the tv in the barn.    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@     everything was black then, for a     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@ moment. i remembered her laugh and knew  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   we had done crimes together, that it   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@             had been real...             @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
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@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@            ~~~~~,,¨ ¨,,~~~~~             @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
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@¨@@¨@¨@¨@    i died by getting shot in the head    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@  while ramming the fence to a military   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@   facility. by this time they had been   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   chasing me for days. i lost control    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@   over the car, crashed it into a rock   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@     wall and flew out the windshield.    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   and then i got up, and looked around.  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@   it was dark, where it previously had   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@    been a bright day. around me where    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@    dozens of crashed cars, all my car,   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@              some on fire.               @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@        the ground was sticky, red.       @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@   and then i realized that i knew this   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@     darkness. i knew the way the sky     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨@ touched the ground. this was her doing!  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨@              she was here!               @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
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