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#&*^*=-¨¨¨ i wake suddenly, and for a second ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨¨-=*^*&##
###&*^*=-¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨-=*^*&###
##&*^*=-¨¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨¨-=*^*&##
#&*^*=-¨¨¨ consciousness and my body. ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
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###&*^*=-¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨-=*^*&###
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#&*^*=-¨¨¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨¨-=*^*&##
###&*^*=-¨ their internal logic changing and ¨-=*^*&###
##&*^*=-¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨¨-=*^*&##
#&*^*=-¨¨¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨¨-=*^*&##
###&*^*=-¨ doing damage there. ¨-=*^*&###
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#&*^*=-¨¨¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ because there's something there ¨¨-=*^*&##
###&*^*=-¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨-=*^*&###
##&*^*=-¨¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨-=*^*&##
#&*^*=-¨¨¨ particular microtonality. ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
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#&*^*=-¨¨¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ almost mocking. ¨¨-=*^*&##
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##&*^*=-¨¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨¨-=*^*&##
#&*^*=-¨¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨¨-=*^*&##
###&*^*=-¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨-=*^*&###
##&*^*=-¨¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨¨-=*^*&##
#&*^*=-¨¨¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨¨-=*^*&##
###&*^*=-¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨-=*^*&###
##&*^*=-¨¨ the first place. ¨¨-=*^*&##
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###&*^*=-¨ i don't know what to make. ¨-=*^*&###
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#&*^*=-¨¨¨ but i'm tired. ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
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###&*^*=-¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨-=*^*&###
##&*^*=-¨¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨¨-=*^*&##
#&*^*=-¨¨¨ when dreaming? ¨¨¨-=*^*&#
##&*^*=-¨¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨¨-=*^*&##
###&*^*=-¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨-=*^*&###
##&*^*=-¨¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨¨-=*^*&##
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