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,,-»*%%&¶# ,,,--»%# DREAMS #%»--,,, #¶&%%*»-,,
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,,,,,,,,,, INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,-»*%% A COST %%*»-,,,,,
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,,-»*%%&¶# I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND #¶&%%*»-,,
,,,-»*%%&¶ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¶&%%*»-,,,
,,,,-»*%%& SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I &%%*»-,,,,
,,,,,-»*%% SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY %%*»-,,,,,
,,,,,,-»*% CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. %*»-,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,-» THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL »-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG». -,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,- THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-» ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING »-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-»* ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, *»-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-»*% THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND %*»-,,,,,,
,,,,,-»*%% GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE %%*»-,,,,,
,,,,-»*%%& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, &%%*»-,,,,
,,,-»*%%&¶ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¶&%%*»-,,,
,,-»*%%&¶# DOING DAMAGE THERE. #¶&%%*»-,,
,-»*%%&¶## ##¶&%%*»-,
,,-»*%%&¶# THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING #¶&%%*»-,,
,,,-»*%%&¶ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¶&%%*»-,,,
,,,,-»*%%& ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A &%%*»-,,,,
,,,,,-»*%% RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S %%*»-,,,,,
,,,,,,-»*% PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. %*»-,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ALMOST MOCKING. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,- I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-» ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING »-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-»* RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE *»-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-»*% LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING %*»-,,,,,,
,,,,,-»*%% OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER %%*»-,,,,,
,,,,-»*%%& DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER &%%*»-,,,,
,,,-»*%%&¶ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¶&%%*»-,,,
,,-»*%%&¶# DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN #¶&%%*»-,,
,-»*%%&¶## THE FIRST PLACE. ##¶&%%*»-,
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,,,-»*%%&¶ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¶&%%*»-,,,
,,,,-»*%%& I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. &%%*»-,,,,
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,,,,,,-»*% BUT I'M TIRED. %*»-,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,- I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS -,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,-» WHEN DREAMING? »-,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,-»* I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S *»-,,,,,,,
,,,,,,-»*% WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT %*»-,,,,,,
,,,,,-»*%% WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... %%*»-,,,,,
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