¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§¨§                                          ¨§§§§§¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§§                                          §¨¨¨¨§§§¨§
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨¨¨§¨¨§§§
¨§§¨§§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§§§§                 ¨¨†#†¨¨                  §¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨¨¨§             ¨-*£########£*-¨             §§§§¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨¨§§         ¨¨¨---£# dreams #£---¨¨¨         ¨¨¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§             ¨-*£########£*-¨             ¨¨§§§¨§§§¨
§¨¨¨§§§§§¨                 ¨¨†#†¨¨                  ¨§¨¨§§¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§                   ¨-¨                    ¨§§§§§§§¨§
§§¨§¨¨§¨¨§                ¨†§###§†¨                 §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨§§§¨§§¨§¨                   ¨-¨                    §¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§§¨§§§§                                          §¨¨¨¨§§§¨§
§¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨         internal visionary state         §¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§§§§¨§¨¨¨§                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨§§
¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨            the spirit travels            §¨§¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨                                          §§§§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§§§¨§§             ¨-*£########£*-¨             ¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§§¨§                   ¨-¨                    ¨¨§§¨§¨§¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨§§§                                          ¨§¨§§§§§¨§
¨§§§§§§¨¨¨                  a cost                  §§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                (anecdote)                ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§§§§§
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                    --                    §¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§§§¨¨§                                          §§§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§§§§§ everything is  completely calm and  dead ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§§
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨§§§§¨¨¨¨¨ slowly  start  to  piece   together   my ¨§§§§§§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨        consciousness and my body.        §¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§                                          §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§¨§¨§¨¨¨§§ then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel §¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§§§§§¨¨§¨¨    acutely sick. something is -wrong-.   §¨¨§§§§§§§
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          §¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨§§¨                    ¨¨                    §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§§¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨ there  are circles and crosses inscribed ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§§§¨§¨¨ all  over  my vision, pressing in, being §¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§¨§ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§§    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨¨¨ grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§§§¨¨§ language, sentences i  can't  hide from, §¨§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨§§¨¨§¨§§ forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and §§§¨¨§§§¨§
§§¨§¨§§§¨¨            doing damage there.           ¨¨§¨§¨¨§§¨
¨§§§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§§§§¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨§¨§§§§ then  i  realize i  can't  hear anything §¨¨¨§§§§¨§
§¨¨§§§¨¨¨§      because there's something there     §¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨
§¨§¨¨§¨¨§§    already, droning everything out, a    §¨§§¨¨§¨§§
§§§¨§§¨§¨¨ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's §§¨§¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§§¨§§§¨§        particular microtonality.         ¨§§§§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§§§                                          §¨¨¨§¨§§§§
§§§¨§¨§¨¨¨                    --                    §¨¨§§§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§§§¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨ my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's §§§¨§§¨§§¨
§§¨¨¨§§§§¨              almost mocking.             ¨¨§§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§§¨§§§§
§§¨§§¨¨§§¨ i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to §§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§§ escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ¨¨§§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§§§§§§¨§ relief, such is my nature.  turning  the ¨§¨§§§¨§§¨
§§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨    lights on does nothing... getting     §§§¨¨§§¨§§
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§¨§ does  noting...  but time  does  - after ¨§§§§§¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §¨¨¨¨§§§¨§
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ doubting  anything  of  this happened in §¨¨¨§¨¨§§§
¨§§¨§§§¨§¨             the first place.             §¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§§§§                                          §¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨¨¨§ my eyes are still tense though,  scared. §§§§¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨¨§§ i   don't    know    what    to    make. ¨¨¨§¨§§¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨¨§§§¨§§§¨
§¨¨¨§§§§§¨              but i'm tired.              ¨§¨¨§§¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§                    ¨                     ¨§§§§§§§¨§
§§¨§¨¨§¨¨§                  ---*---                 §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨§§§¨§§¨§¨                    ¨                     §¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§§¨§§§§                                          §¨¨¨¨§§§¨§
§¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ this can  happen if you wander  too far, §¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§§§§¨§¨¨¨§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless §¨¨§§¨§¨§§
¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨              when dreaming?              §¨§¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨ i imagine a prick  on the  nose,  that's §§§§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§§§¨§§ what these are. like you do with  a  cat ¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§§¨§ who comes  to close to  your sandwich... ¨¨§§¨§¨§¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨§§§                                          ¨§¨§§§§§¨§
¨§§§§§§¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§§§§§
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          §¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§§§¨¨§                                          §§§§§¨¨¨¨§