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,,=^=£¶### i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ###¶£=^=,,
,,,=^=£¶## crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ##¶£=^=,,,
,,,,=^=£¶# trusted car, and sometimes my mothers #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,,,=^=£¶ barn. we lived just outside town, a ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,,,=^=£ grove at the end of a dirt road, and £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= the barn was placed so you could just =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=^ make out the surrounding fields through ^=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= the trees. =,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,= my car was black and loud, both the =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=^ engine and the way the parts didn't ^=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= really stick together. i took my =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=^=£ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,=^=£¶ eternal dark that seemed to surround ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,=^=£¶# us. she seemed to cast this veil over #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,=^=£¶## everything. her black skirt reached to ##¶£=^=,,,
,,=^=£¶### her knees but then somehow also back ###¶£=^=,,
,,,=^=£¶## around, enveloping all my memories of ##¶£=^=,,,
,,,,=^=£¶# our time together. #¶£=^=,,,,
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,,,,,,=^=£ there was blood everywhere. sometimes £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= the blood was her red lipstick or her =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=^ checkered shirt. she was on television. ^=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= we did crime, and we made weird =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, structures in the barn, tall pillars of ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=^ and fairy lights. we would sleep there ^=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= and drink there and she would go in the =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=^=£ television. £=^=,,,,,,
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,,,,=^=£¶# and then the sun came out, and she went #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,=^=£¶## away. everything changed... i yearned, ##¶£=^=,,,
,,=^=£¶### and the world became dull around me. ###¶£=^=,,
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,,,,=^=£¶# i stopped doing crime, except when #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,,,=^=£¶ necessarry. things somehow seemed like ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,,,=^=£ they were allright, moulded in place, £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= and i loathed it ------ i missed her =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=^ so much. ^=,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,=^=£ i searched for her, but nobody had any £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,=^=£¶ memories of her. not so much of me ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,=^=£¶# either, from the time we were together. #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,=^=£¶## my mother said i kept to myself in the ##¶£=^=,,,
,,=^=£¶### barn, or in the car. ###¶£=^=,,
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,,,,=^=£¶# sometimes i could still see her #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,,,=^=£¶ flashing by on the tv in the barn. ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,,,=^=£ everything was black then, for a £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= moment. i remembered her laugh and knew =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=^ we had done crimes together, that it ^=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= had been real... =,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,=^=£¶ i died by getting shot in the head ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,=^=£¶# while ramming the fence to a military #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,=^=£¶## facility. by this time they had been ##¶£=^=,,,
,,=^=£¶### chasing me for days. i lost control ###¶£=^=,,
,,,=^=£¶## over the car, crashed it into a rock ##¶£=^=,,,
,,,,=^=£¶# wall and flew out the windshield. #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,,,=^=£¶ ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,,,=^=£ and then i got up, and looked around. £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= it was dark, where it previously had =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=^ been a bright day. around me where ^=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= dozens of crashed cars, all my car, =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, some on fire. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,=^ the ground was sticky, red. ^=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=^= =^=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=^=£ and then i realized that i knew this £=^=,,,,,,
,,,,,=^=£¶ darkness. i knew the way the sky ¶£=^=,,,,,
,,,,=^=£¶# touched the ground. this was her doing! #¶£=^=,,,,
,,,=^=£¶## she was here! ##¶£=^=,,,
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