jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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,,,&&,,,,, i felt the all too familiar &&,,&&,,,,
&&,,,,&&&, constriction of everything, the ,,,,,,,&&&
&,,&&,,&,, vividness of sound and colors, and the &&&&&&,,&&
,,,,,,,,,, narrowed attention span. &&&&&,,,,&
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,,&&&&&&&& here it comes, i thought. &&&,,,,,,&
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&&,,&&&&&& some birds tweeted and the sound &,,,,&&,,&
&,,,,&&&&& reverberated in my head, seemingly ,,&&,,,,,,
,,&&,,&&&& "behind" all other sound, like when you ,,,,,&&&&,
&,,,,,,&&, daydream and see what you imagine &&&&,,&&,,
,,&&&&,,,, clearer than what you look at. &&&,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, as i walked toward my bike i noticed ,,,,,&&&&&
,&&&&&&&&& that there was a strange humming sound &&&&,,&&&,
,,&&&&&&&& going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like &&&,,,,&,,
&,,&&&&&&, monotone thing coming from seemingly &&,,&&,,,&
,,,,&&&&,, all directions, acting as a backdrop &,,,,,,&,,
&&&,,&&,,, for all other sound. ,,&&&&,,,&
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,,,&&&&,,, as i rode toward my house i understood ,,,,,,,,,,
&&,,&&,,&& that this hum was in the other "sound &&&&&&&&&&
&,,,,,,,,, space" as well. &&&&&&&&&&
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,,,&&&&&&, (i recorded myself singing in tune with &&&&&&&&&,
&&,,&&&&,, the sound, so i could find it on the &&&&&&&&,,
,,,,,&&,,& piano later. it was a g sharp). &&&&&&&,,,
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,,&,,&,&,& things lost all sense of proportion; &,,&,,&,,&
,&&,&&,&,& when i looked at them they would fill &,&&,&&,&&
,,&,,&,&,& my entire vision, and without anything &,,&,,&,,&
,&&,&&,&,& changing visually they would oscillate &,&&,&&,&&
,,&,,&,&,& between being percieved as very small &,,&,,&,,&
,&&,&&,&,& or enourmously big. &,&&,&&,&&
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,&&,&&,&,& in the middle of the day in a forest &,&&,&&,&&
,,&,,&,&,& with nobody around, i got struck by &,,&,,&,,&
,&&,&&,&,& fear and climbed a great height. my &,&&,&&,&&
,,&,,&,&,& inner organs were tugged by a second &,,&,,&,,&
,&&,&&,&,& gravity. this made me feel very ill, &,&&,&&,&&
,,&,,&,&,& but it lessened if i complied and &,,&,,&,,&
,&&,&&,&,& lunged my body in the felt direction. &,&&,&&,&&
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