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,,,,,,,,,, I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=* DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*§ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE §*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=*§£ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND £§*=,,,,,,
,,,,,=*§£¤ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¤£§*=,,,,,
,,,,=*§£¤@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE @¤£§*=,,,,
,,,=*§£¤@@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @@¤£§*=,,,
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,,,,=*§£¤@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @¤£§*=,,,,
,,,,,=*§£¤ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¤£§*=,,,,,
,,,,,,=*§£ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE £§*=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*§ SEASONS THIS WAY. §*=,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=* COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*§ THESE THINGS UP. §*=,,,,,,,
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,,,=*§£¤@@ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, @@¤£§*=,,,
,,=*§£¤@@# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #@@¤£§*=,,
,,,=*§£¤@@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @@¤£§*=,,,
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,,,,,,,=*§ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY §*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=* HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=* WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. *=,,,,,,,,
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