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&,,,,,,,,& always tears in  my eyes when  using the ,,&,,,,&&&
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&&,,&&,,&& i don't  think  it's  hormonal overload. &,,,&&&&&&
&,,,,,,,,& there's  no  grief  or  joy  as my water ,,&,,&&&&&
,,&&&&&&,, rolls down  my  face.  i notice  nothing ,,,,,,&&&&
,,,&&&&,,& until  my chin is wet. wipe it off  with &&&&&,,&&,
&&,,&&,,,, the back of my hand. but  i usually keep &&&&,,,,,,
,,,,,,,&&&           crying for a while.            &&&,,&&&&,
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,&&&&,,,,, i theorize some  kind  of  resonance  in &,,&&,,,,,
,,&&,,&&&&  the neural interface; some saturation   ,,,,,,&&&&
,,,,,,,&&& signal being tripped? the  connection is &&&&&,,&&,
&&&&&&,,&&        imperfect and often induces       ,&&&,,,,,,
,&&&&,,,,&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,,&,,&&&&,
,,&&,,&&,, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,,,,,&&,,
&,,,,,,,,,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  &&&&&,,,,&
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&,,&&&&&&& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,,&,,,,,,&
,,,,&&&&&, fetched  that  something  like that  can ,,,,&&&&,,
&&&,,&&&,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  &&&,,&&,,&
&&,,,,&,,&     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,&,,,,,,,,
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